Saturday, October 04, 2008

Having one whole week of unofficial holiday can be excruciating especially when I have nothing to do. Besides studying and probably go visiting to my relatives house, there is just nothing else I can possibly do. I wanted to go out...which I did but basically I end up getting stuck in Yishun for seven days and not leaving this neighbourhood.



Come to think of it. It all thanks to NYJC for planning such schedule.



Its really not necessary for NYJC to spread the Promotional Examinations to three freaking long weeks. It makes us suffer even more just waiting for our exams to end. Unlike other jcs like Anderson whereby they torture their students for a single week only. The pain is just short and sweet.


Enough said. And I shall move on with my mundane life.


As some of you know, I bought a microphone recently.
And it had been my greatest friend at home accompanying me throughout the days. I made full use of it and recorded numerous songs.

Well, most of my recordings are not fit enough to be posted here. And that includes the one that I posted yesterday.Nevertheless, there are a couple which are pretty nice to listen to.

Okay, sorry if I sound BHB but can't I be once in a while?







I've always been a fan of Frank Sinatra's songs. Not the person though. Plus maybe the voice as well. He has this unique solid deep voice that glues into your head once you listen to it. And it gets very addictive to keep listening to it over and over again.

And I don't know...at times you just want to immerse into the song and start singing to the tune and dance along with it as well.

Fret not, I am trying to improve my rusty voice once and for all. Its been quite some time since I sang seriously. And I've decided to do it serious again.

LOL.


I sound as if I am a professional singer. My ass.

" I am singing seriously now. Really. I am..."
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Noelle came over and we did a few duets on that day. It turned out so bad that we were laughing at our recorded voices most of the time. ==
Stupid siol. And me and my zhaoxia.
Gay gay gay...







My chin hurts so bad these days man. There are like a cluster of pimples growing underneath my lips. And it is painful when I go to sleep.
Don't ask me why... I wonder why too...
Hmmm....

I can't help but to miss you. The times we spent together... Its taking a toll on me now. Its weird. Time lag I guess. Seriously, I miss you. I can go on forever saying that same phrase over and over.

I really wish to repent my mistakes and start over. However, I'm not too optimistic about that because I am afraid of repeating that same mistake again. And I will end up hurting you for the second time. Its too much for you to take once again.

But there is one thing I can promise. I promise that I will give in to you so much more compared to the previous me.
I could just hold your hands. I could just walk you with under the stars again.
I could just hug you to give you the assurance that everything will be okay.
I could just smile to you and make your day.
I could just be with you and share our love again.

It could. And it could not.

On an another note, I am pretty messed up these days. Up in my head.... I don't quite understand what I am feeling right now. The things which my heart feels may very much deceive me. Or it may just be the truth. Damn. I hate this brutal familiarity.

And you know I am helping you but I need to help myself too.

You and you.
Thanks for making me ponder these days.
With love.

Ya... I am in love. Again.
Eh no. It might not be love. It may very well be puppy love. Or infatuation. Or crush. Ya lo.

Okay. Fine. ==


I don't know.

Labels: love, singsong

8:15 AM

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