Sunday, August 31, 2008

I went back to Chung Cheng on Teachers Day. Oh boy, i miss the whole environment so much. I can still remember those sweet bitter times vividly that I spent with my secondary school friends.

CCHYSB, 4F....



Why does all good things always come to an end. That is so harsh and brutal.
Can't the world be a little more sensitive to the humankind? Dang. Oh well, it can't be change so lets get back to reality and resume my life back.

Basically, the celebration in NYJC was too similar to a Sports Day that I was lamed. I appreciated what the student councilors had done and respect on what they had planned for us. However, the sentimental feel of rejoicing over the achievements of our teachers seem to fade away. And I would want that back. The same old feeling that never fails to pump into my heart everytime Teachers Day comes.




Emo no more!


And I shall move on to the good and happy stuffs.




Bestfriend eh brother....




The guys...




We are neighbours. And still is!




With CheeKwong as the ghostly figure...
=.=




Sabrina and Shaun.




Minghuato-san.




Malay Class of 07'
From the left.
Hezel, Minette, Cikgu Sharizan, Syakinah, Atiqah and Farid.
(Without Sabrina and Farah and Pawan who MIA-ed)




With Pawan, Sabrina and Farah... Well, they appeared after that.







Oh shoot.
I didn't take any pictures of 4F. Never mind I shall get it from the rest.
Damn, how can I forget such things.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Sunflowers are beautiful.


And I shall prove to you that I love them.




Gerard loves em too. Brothers ah!



This is just a silly picture with a nonsensical pose.
I looked shy.





Truth is, Nazreen finally got sick and tired of being single. Its been some time since he had been involved in a relationship. So, he was trying his luck in jio-ing some of his band mates. He prepared a bouquet of flowers for the lucky girl who was willing to accept him.
What a fortunate girl...




First, he tried his luck on Cladys. She was a cute and petite girl and he found her fascinating.
=.=



Okay. Do not be fool by her expression. Right after he knelt down, she pushed him and kicked him hard on the stomach. Poor boy.

Rejected.




Next in line was Liting. The nice and sweet girl from the percussion. He always liked sweet girls cos they never failed to make his day. So, he put his courage into action and proposed for the second time.



Oh. Yes. She smiled. She pulled him up afterwards and then whispered to his ears.

"You are so sweet luh, I am so embarrassed. (blushed face) But aiya, I got boyfriend liao."

*piangs!*

Can you hear his heart break?

Rejected.




This is going to be hard. Keisha, his section mate was one tough girl.
He always made fun of her during Malay lessons and now he was trying to change things around by jio-ing her. That was plain crazy.



Of course. A real tight slap suits the situation.

Rejected.




He was crestfallen and did not dare to face the world. Three girls rejected him straight. How worst can it get? He said to himself.

"I hate girls. They are mean creatures. I shall never go back to them again."
*sob sob*

(Okay, I'm laughing my ass of while typing all these. Trust me. This is getting gayer than ever before)


And he turned un-straight since then.





Interestingly, his buddy Gerard got excited and wasted no time when he heard the good news. He bought him a bouquet of flowers and gave it to him.




Naz was so happy and gayful. Sadly, he was not ready for any serious commitment YET.
So he did accept the flowers but give no answer.





"Perhaps I am ready now..." said Naz.

So he took Gerard's flowers (he was just being giam siap) and was determined that he would find his true love.



He targeted his shi-fu, Clement. Lol. Okay. That expression says it all.



Rejected.




"Its okay..." he told himself.

Then he thought of someone.
*ding!*
His light bulb lighted up.



He went for his bestfriend now. He was being crazy and was in a risky gamble. He had always treated him as a brother and a close friend.
But he told himself
"Ah heck. I don't care! I do not want to be single anymore!"




Look at how touched Farhan was. Oh well, he was delighted to see the flowers. Later, he found Naz too crazy to turn un-straight just because girls rejected him thrice in a row.

He exclaimed,
"Wake up la Bro! Its not the end of the world!
Girls are like the gazillions of fishes in the big sea. "


Rejected.




Okay. This will be the last. If not, he'll just die and perish from this forsaken realm.



Okay. Let the pictures do the talking now.






HAHAHAHA.
Lame ass entry.

-THE END-







Siol la! Nice face matey...




Hey Jo! Your eyes. And theres a sunflower growing on your head.










Haha. Jump shots at the back. Cool.




Pictures from Gerard. Thanks Brother! Snap more next time. LOL.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Finally, the band has stand down. I am very relieve to know that. Its time to get serious and really get down to business. Promos is coming soon. And its pretty scary to just even think about it.
Since, there is no reason to think about the band too much, I shall start my revision properly. Yes, I mean a proper effective revision.

If anyone of you did call or message me, I solely apologize for not giving a response.



My phone is officially in a coma.



The line has totally been cut off. Suspended.
Even if you were to call, there will not be any difference cos I cannot even pick it up.

Its a shitty feeling to be uncontactable. I have the orgasmic urge to call and message my friends badly. But sadly I just can't. Damn. I feel as if I have been thrown into another planet. Noone could get to me anywhere anytime. Sucks.

Yeah, this is how I truly feels.
Drive out of Earth and dump to Mars.









New update.
I shaved my head. I am skin head now.
I guess I am reliving the tradition once again.


I remembered shaving my head before O levels cos I was too stressed.
To me, its a therapy to touch my head when I am studying. You see, everytime I tense up, I tend to pull my hair and its rather uncomfortable to do so. And you will see strains of hair on my books and worksheets.



Now, with short hair,
its heaven!



Whenever I get stress, I just have to lift my hands place it on my head and rub it gently. The feeling of having your palms touching the hair is very euphoric. Trust me. It feels like caressing a puppy or something.

That is why I shave my head. I am turning around the situation into a positive one!

Anyway, I promise Farhan that I will shave my head. I guess I did it. Unfortunately, I shave my head not to show my support for the cancer patients. I am doing so for my own good sake. Okay. Maybe I shall dedicate my shaved head to show my support for the children cancer patients.

I am supporting the children cancer patients by shaving my head!





Ok. I shall show you how I look like.







Haha. Yes. I look like someone who had just been released from jail or maybe an army man.
Cool.

I realized that suddenly I got freaking loads of grey hair. Alot like mad. Especially at the sides of my head. I shall dye my hair. Dang.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

With that, I conclude. Affairs at home will affect one no matter what! Be it positive or negative. A generalisation indeed. Just believe in that for now cos its what I am experiencing.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

I am growing haggard as day goes by.
To substantiate it,
My friend whom I have not met for quite a while claimed that I lost my sunshine.

GLEAT!

All my good aura in me seems to drain away from every crevices of my body. That spells bad.



B-A-D.



To rub it in more, my friend told me I looked like panda and lines (prolly he meant wrinkles) starting to appear under my eyes. Not enough sleep. Thats why.


I admit I have not been feeling all cheery this half year cos I am under too much stress. It is not harmful and I am not depressed. So don't worry. I am able to withstand such pressure.

I am blogging currently at 11:40pm on Sunday. It is late and my eyes are yearning for a deep sleep. I just completed my damn EoM which has to be submitted tomorrow. And fucking hell I have Geography test coming up later in the morning. Maths on Sampling theory and Hypothesis on Tuesday which I have not start studying.

No. I have yet to understand the topic still.


I am tired baby. I need a rest baby.
Come on baby,
Help me baby...



These few days had been fun. I met up with my junior from YPSB too many times which I believed fervently that he got sick looking at my face for at least four times a week. Plus weekend. Lol.

He, who is my junior called Kenny, is a perfect person to slack with everyday.

I know I should not be doing all that evil but I cannot help it. Well, its not as if I do not study at all. So, it cancels out both back to even.


I am going no where in this entry. This coming week is so academically intense.


I tried revising my Chemistry just now and to my deepest fear, I cannot answer most of the MCQ questions in the 5 year series. Thats fucking depressing. Never mind. I should bring it to school and seek consultation. Go for it man!



Ignore me. Essentially, I am talking to myself throughout this whole post.




This is Kenny's greatest besfriend. Lol.
Timothy.




For your super random information,
Farhan used to be from Xinmin which makes Kenny and Timothy his juniors.

And so, Farhan and me went to Kenny's house to, I don't know. Kill time perhaps. They were supposed to do their geography project but Timothy felt sleepy and slowly he drifted.



-Seriously, what the hell is this post about?-


Let it be as aimless as it is now.


Anyway, I should publicise this super cool story.

Kenny has a sister called Germain. She is now in SAJC. She used to be from
Xinmin and Naval Base Pri.

Back in secondary one, I remembered my sec 1-2 bestfriend (Pawan) telling
me that he had this girlfriend back in primary school. Called Germain. And she
went to Xinmin after that.

And a few days ago, I just found out that Germain is actually Kenny's sister.
Who is Pawan's Ex!

How bloody fucking cool is that?!

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Monday, August 11, 2008

Its been days since I sat down and properly put my fingers to work.
I was too lazy to type all the things that had happened throughout the past two weeks.

It was the busiest week I had ever experienced. But most of it were occupied by external events ; Young People Symphonic Band and Malay Language Cultural Society.




Reminiscing the things I did in the past two weeks are somewhat stressful. Ironically, I enjoyed myself fully and had the best of moments in my first year in JC. Finally, genuine happy moments that I longed for since I stepped in a junior college.




The BBQ with the MLCS members was a fruitful one because it was the only time we had together and interacted and much as we could.
I got to know many more Malays in NYJC which was definitely nearing to extinction. The smaller the group, the stronger the spirit is. I guess.

The YPSB was the peak of the events.
The friendships created were priceless. I never knew I would be so close to my juniors. Fate is so unexpected. The first moment you are walking past each other without knowing he/she and the next you will be the joking and wrestling with one another. Heh. Weird.

Ahh. I will miss those moments.




Lesson learned.


Treasure every moment you have and make the best out of it.
Do not spoil the whole atmosphere by being moody or throw tantrums all of a sudden.
You are basically ruining and slipping a good opportunity to have fun with the rest.
Just relax, dump those emotions away and get on with the flow.



The good thing about keeping myself busy with anything that I can possibly engage myself in was that I kept my mind focused and away from any depressing thoughts of studies and affairs at home.

I hardly had any time to bother about those things. And after the whole process, it made me stronger inside.
Okay now this entry sounds like a reflection session.
Whatever it is, heck.


No more important projects coming up!

HOORAY!

Guess I should settle and get down to business.
I have no time to lose.
Promotional Examination is just around the corner and I will always get butterflies in my stomach whenever I think about it.


Shit ass.




Motivation is now automatic. I am extremely glad for that.
For now, I believe I should sacrifice my outings with whoever is dating me or me dating them.


Maybe to kill two birds with one stone. I should ask my friends out for night study session in school. That way, we get to catch up with one another. Bloody reality that we are in different class. Oh. I should not harp on it cos I have gotten over it.




Night Study Session okay?



Minghuat? Farhan? Cheryl? Vivienne? Haniffa?


Heh.

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

Second Last practice.






Concert day.















Buddies!







Presenting my section mates aka juniors...



Leewei, who plays the Alto Clarinet.

Anyway, I am sorry if I always forget about you when comes to tuning. Cos you sit way far from the spot I conduct that somehow I miss you out.



Sharlyn!
I love your high-ness man. I will really miss sitting beside you for combine. I cannot help it but to laugh everytime I sit beside you. Feeling with you for Solas Ane was the best. The mucus act you did. Damn it. I will miss you alot.



Kenny,
You ****ster. It was nice knowing you. The sms sessions. The overnight at your house which we made it sound so gay to Sharlyn and Lee Wei. Lol. Will miss that. Well, lucky me you live in Yishun. That means we can ton more often after school. Heh.



Pretty Deborah. I remembered you having stars in your eyes for concert day. Freaked me out.






The Sec 2s, you guys will confirm turn out to be great clarinetists one day. I assure you. Strive hard okay. Weixiang and Weilin and Weili and Leewei All the way! It rhymes. Cool.
And Weilin, it was nice playing 'duet' with you for Childrens March.

I am always scared that I will screw up for that song cos its difficult even for a JC kid like me who plays the clarinet for 4 years.

Weixiang, you pro kia. Make sure next year you must be godly. Especially for SYF.













I will miss you guys badly.



YPSB Wind Ensemble Clarinet Section 2008...

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Monday, August 04, 2008

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