I succeeded in DSA! NanyangJC gave me an offer and of course I accepted it. I'm on cloud nine lah. Seriously, I thought I'm like so screwed because of my results. Its like triple of the cut-off point.Super paiseh.
Imagine this. (it really did happen during my auditions)
Brando Tan: So hows your results?
Me: Um. Bad? *face turned red like hell*
Brando Tan: You don't need to feel embarrass. Just tell us your grades. *smiling as if he's the friendliest person in the room* (anyway, i bet he must have seen my extreme facial expression changes when he mentioned grades!)
Brando Tan: Hows your Mathematics? (God. Of all subjects!)
Me: Blah blah. *avoiding eye contact with him*
Brando Tan: Hmm. Humanities?
Me:Blah Blah. (Darn it! It was most unfortunate that he was right-on in demanding me to blurt out the grades of the WORST subjects that I did)
Brando Tan: Well, don't worry. We are not penalizing you because of that. (consolation for me? it ain't working Mister [:)
Still, not that I'm plain stupid or anything. Its all because of my sheer laziness. Screw it!
I was having jitters at first waiting for the response. Damn irritating lah. Do you know I've waited for like almost 1 month just for a 30sec call from the staff from NYJC. =/
Nevertheless, a part of me felt a sense of regret. I can't participate in JAE, PAE, JPSAE or whatever thingy lah. And worst still, its set. I would be bound not to make any choices after getting my O level results. How saddening can that be? Sigh.
To rub in into that and make it worst, I'm afraid that my close friends wouldn't want to go to NYJC. Thus, I hope and pray very very hard that some of them will accompany me there. Kinda lame. But unfortunately yes. That was what I thought and scared of.
Whatever the case is!I should appreciate what is given to me.No grumbling. Peace then!
Seriously, I have no clue on what I should be doing now. Its 11.25pm and I plan to sleep as early as I can. Unfortunately, I just cant help but to stay awake. =/
Since Im already facing my computer, I will have to update something. At least. Truthfully, I had fallen into an incipient despair. Perhaps Im starting to feel the heat. You know. O levels. Yadayada.
Im quite distress with some subjects now. Seemingly, I inadvertently am turning to a pessimist. Thoughts floating in my mind thinking that my hardwork may not pay off as well as I think it will be but end up getting a disappointing results which really worries me. CHOY ah. Those thoughts which I swear never is going to happen...scare the hell out of me.
For now, I guess its better to share some brief planning on my so called future.
Let see.
Presenting my desired JCs.
National JC Anglo-Chinese JC Nanyang JC
Oh so ambitious dreams? Aha. Part of me think so.
Screw my pessimism! (Thats it! I need real motivation to rid my negative thoughts) Anyway,never will I give up. Duh. So inane of me to spout such things. Cant help it though. Now, is
Yes. Although it is suppose to fall on Friday 20th of July which is tomorrow, the school decided to adjust and celebrate it today. Thus, I decided to go Indian! Kinda nice to wear their traditional costume. (:
Anyway, when I took off , it was undoubtedly very SIASUAY to be wearing a costume when I blend into the crowd. Well, traditional costumes are suppose to be worn during festive period I suppose. In fact, people might think that I was mad. Never I mind. lol
Concert held was fantastic. Teachers posing for us. Bollywood-like videos. Dances by various ethnic groups. Overall, I thought the Indian dance was very entertaining. Love the vibrancy and I like the way they swing here swing there. So shiok.
Part of me can't wait for tomorrow events. Look forward to it frankly. =D Bazaar! Food! Slack! Those will be things that may be stuck to my mind for tomorrow.
Pardon me for the extreme facial expressions in those photos below.
What a good way to start an entry. Its been 6 days that I had stayed away from Blogger. Trying to rid the addict of blogging excessively. Luckily, the feeling to blog isn't as tempting now.
Anyhow, I'll give some brief details of what happened yesterday during the Campus Superstar shoot. Guanyu, Bih Horng, Emily, Doreen and me were there. Of course not forgetting the SUPERSTAR. (: (we were just the extras XD)
Headed for Raffles Institution without any particular reasons . The bus driver drove us there unknowingly. Seriously, I wasted time slacking around RI waiting for Guohao and his friends to end their shooting. Damn sian la...!
Thereafter, 5 of us including Agnes went straight for the Pet Remover. ( I guess more or less the place sounded like that) And how sick can I be when the crew told us that we were going to what I assumed "Pad" Remover which wasn't the actual case. Tsktsk.
There were stray dogs, pedigrees and etc. Played along with the dogs while trying as hard as I could to avoid being lick or getting in touch with their SALIVA...
I've been busy with a couple of family occasions. Anyhow, this is an outdated post. Sort of.
Some of the sec 4 students went to the Semakau Island for a filed trip. I learned a lot of things.
Semakau is the first,largest and environmental-friendly landfill in the word. Amazing isn't it?
The ferry ride took approximately 20 minutes. Boarding the fast boat that is. The slower one took around 40 minutes.
The place was rather and in fact beautiful. Imagine 1 metres below where you are standing on the island are the incinerated ashes. Used to be the thrash that we all use. Unfortunately, for a bit of information, the island will only last till 2040. And thus be transformed into a place for recreational activities. Brilliant Singaporeans.
Currently, I am at home trying to catch up on my assignments. It's been fishing stressful when O levels are coming up real fast.
Firstly, O level Coursework Part B have just been given out. And it was a relief to complete the planning in school. I should get rid off the burden of thinking about Food&Nutrition Coursework fast. Finish it up and rejoice! Hate coursework.
Anyhow, my social life is at a stage where its constricted. I can't gallivant around and take my own tour around Singapore again. That's how sad my life is right now. But it should be worthwhile if I start chiong-ing now and get fantastic results later. Yes. That is what I aim for. Suffer now, Celebrate later. Like duh.
For now, I fear that all my effort may not pay off. I'm starting to have qualms about studying hard. Still, I should do my best to see results. (:
Q: What did you get specifically? A: A1s in English, Elementary Mathematics and in Combined Humanities (History/Social Studies). A2s in Chemistry (how strange) and in Additional Mathematics. And a dismal B3 in Physics.
Q: Then why so disappointed? A: The cynic in me is (ironically enough) happy that I scored so well. The quixotic idealist in me is disappointed; I was hoping for at least eight points. I needed eight points to enter this really cool local research attachment programme and stuff. I was disappointed. Plus, I can’t help but feel ten is mediocre. Sigh.
Yikes. Why the disappointment? Man. If I miraculously attain an A1 for my English Language, I'm up for partying over a single achievement. A1 solves everything. (: And 10 points?! It's even better than having 10 expensive stuffs given to you. Okay, very materialistic. And bad analogy.
Even so, I believe that this guy have gotten brilliant results before which is definitely better than that. His intrinsic mind obviously wants more. Therefore, the sudden demoralisation. Maybe not so much of a pull down, but rather it puts him in a position where he might start having doubts on his ability I guess.
And sheesh, 10 points isn't mediocre. Dont want give me lah.
I failed so many times in various singing competitions. Teenage Icon. Campus Superstar. Well, I do get dejected at times but it just makes me a stronger person thereafter. I always tell myself that maybe it is simply not my luck to get what I desire. And who knows, God is planning better stuffs for me ahead. AHA. That is what I call self-comfort. (:
I guess this year's Talentime shoud be great to gain more experience. Therefore, I will be better and more prepared to face challenges and compete against those better ones.
Banzai!
I heard that many are planning to join. That is what I heard.Rumours... Fantastic no doubt. Adding to the competitiveness. Anyway, solo is not my cup of tea this year. Got traumatized so much after failing that I desperately need a break from singing alone. Duet will be the IN thing for me now. At least I have company. (:
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