Oh brother. I lost the feeling to blog again. The passion to type nonsense here is gone. Isn't that great?
Oh and by the way. You guys must have listen to this season's theme song for Campus Superstar, By Now. I 'll let you guys hear it later. Just random lah cos I'm listening to it now.And I find it effing horrendous. Anyone disagree? The counter answering part where the guys and girls say something in mandarin are irritating.
(2nd Seasons')
I prefer the first season's version. Much better. Not as noisy.
(1st Seasons')
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Since my blog is already rotting... Not many people will see this post then.
So now, Let me present to you... Nazreen in the past!
Primary 6
Secondary 1
Secondary 2
Hmm... I ransack all my drawers just to find these photos okay. Thats how determined I am. Ahas.
********** I guess its difficult to find a friend who will stay with you forever. Friends simply come and go. And its that fast. Before you even notice, he/she are already drifting before you. It hurts. But what can I possibly do? Its beyond my ability to control the things around me. Therefore, I could only look and mourn over it.
Even so, some whom you know him/her in and out sometimes don't treat you the way you do. It seems that I am nothing to that person. It definitely hurts. But thats not the actual case. Hitches do crop out. It only makes the friendship grow stronger. Instead of being closer, it just ruin the whole friendship that is built with time and effort. Just like that. Wasted.
How I wish its like before. Happy. Sad. Playful times. Theres so many that we went through. Never mind. I always believe things will change. Because God knows it all. He will recover the wounds of the friendship. It will heal. Hopefully. (:
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
I've been busy lately with some stuffs. And I have to apologize first and foremost as I would not be posting any pictures cos I sort of lost touch with my camera phone. Hee. Okay. Shall get you guys updated.
I went for ACJC tune-in with Matthew. Took the long boring MRT ride to Bueno Vista. Saw lots of TKGS girls. Yada-Yada.
Firstly, the ACJC band members were of course fine. Intelligent, happy, crazy, nice and hardworking people. What more could I say. Just what I hope to emulate.
Anyway, the thing that I really want to touch on was that the Tune-in just made me realized that in order to achieve something you want. Naturally you have to put in a lot of effort and be consistently hardworking. Nothing comes to you automatically. You have to get in yourself.
Excerpt from Dr Lee speech,
"We are not good, We just work really really hard."
For a bit of information. He is the conductor for ACJC concert band and some other institutions. Mostly the ACS schools. That line blew me away. It made me realize perfectly that I have not been working hard enough. (in fact, not even trying) Thus, not producing results academically. I regretted so much. Even so,
ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS
So I shall see how I can possibly change for the better. And importantly how long will it last.
Oh and yes. Tomorrow is my DSA audition. VJC. AHA. I know. I still have the cheek to apply after knowing how bad I am in academics. Well, wish me luck. I hope it will turn out better than expected.
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To that someone: (don't get touchy reading this peeps (: )
I finally see through you. You are not what you appear to be. You are indeed malicious. Your actions are fake. And I think you pose a lot. Plastic. You pretend to be someone that isn't you. Obviously, it turn out great to people. Not me. I shall never fall for that dirty stupid tricks. It is kinda dumb to have a friend doing that.
If you are reading this, please change. Don't even ask about this because I do not intend to have you interrogating me again. I am tired to handle all your nonsense. I hope you understand. I have a circle of friends and not one behaves like you. Never have I seen a person like you. Such a first. You are definitely a rare species.
I cannot afford and continue to adapt to you. It is so exhausting. And you may indirectly be a distraction in my life. I am sorry to say all those stuffs. Too difficult to let it rest in me. Don't ask.
I found this picture in Jerry's blog. It really gave me a good long laugh. I was overly shocked to see myself in that photo. Let me recall. That was during the Chung Cheng Anniversary. And I was enthusiastic as ever to play in the band. Obviously, our standard back then was also utterly atrocious.
Anyhow, look at how kiddie I am! Kinda embarrassing too but I still have the courage to post it here cos I am kind enough to share my past days with you guys. AHA.
A GOOD LAUGHTER FOR ALL!
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Monday, June 11, 2007
(: + ):
I was overjoyed yesterday. At the same time, I did feel rather disappointed.
Well, Amy that Taiwanese New Zealander was eliminated. It was quite expected cos her performance was rather boring. Did not seem special at all. Thus, she got out. Thank god.
On the other hand, Wilson got kicked out too. That was indeed heart breaking. When he started singing, I was totally dumbfounded. Flabbergasted. Frankly, it did not sound even close to a so-so performance. Simply horrendous. ): Anyhow, there will be a revival round. So, Wilson JIAYOU!
Come to think of it, both shuai ges were the first to get rid of from this competition. Xubin and Wilson got the lowest for their vocals. That concludes, obtaining the lowest is DEADLY. There is only a slim chance to secure a place in the competition. Overall, the new system (70% judges 30% voting) is undoubtedly an effective way to pick out better singers and avoiding unfairness to get control over the competition. Hmm, great then.
And personally, I do not think that getting out of the competition too early is nice. I mean just when you are about to feel the excitement and fame that you get throughout the journey, it is mercilessly taken away. Very saddening.
Never should I mind. I shall focus all my support for Zhengning, Keely and Agnes from now on. (:
So now, we shall take a quick glimpse of them before they return newer and better for the revival round. Hopefully...
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
No more exclusiveness
Just when I was about to rejoice over my new blog skin, my bestie got the same one as me too. Kaypoh lah. Now 3 people including myself have the same blog skin. Sian. Never mind about that. I am not petty anyway.
I am in deep shit. I borrowed the band dvd for too long and have not return it. I forgot lah. Damn. I am overly absent-minded. And now Mr Toh wants me to call him which I do not want to. Which is why, SMS is always the best and last resort for a scolding or lecturing. At the very least the emotions wouldn't be seen or felt.
Kudos to me! I predict that I will get an overwhelming scolding from him.
9:34 PM
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And finally!
After 123456789 days of using the old rusty blogskin, I change it. Shockingly, I edit everything by myself. That is why the format is quite the same just that the design and colours are different.
Pardon me if the blog skin is quite odd.
Anyway, I LOVE Colleen! THANK YOU loads for giving me the blog layout. At least I wouldn't have totally similar blog skin as you. =D
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
AHHHHH.
I really need a new blog skin. But that stupid Blogskin website is crap. Where does all the good decent-looking blogskins go to? All those irritating sinful mistakes that the blogskins have are such a waste. The designs are great. But too many flaws.
For example, the fonts are god damn small. Even a person with perfect eyesight could not make out a word.
Secondly, the space given are loads. And forgod sake, utilize them properly.
Lastly, you know I hate those blogskins which have different windows when you click on something like "links" and "tagboard" etc.
Blogging is easy. Finding a blogskin is HELL.
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Friday, June 08, 2007
HEY!
I am bored. Serious. It is excruciatingly sian. Gonna go out to accompany Ibu to somewhere.
Anyway, I am gonna post something about Campus Superstar 2 today! WEE~
Let me show you this two people whom I support. Eh. I will exclude Agnes lah cos obviously shes my classmate and I would naturally give support.
Zhengning.
Okay. I know I know. She did give a rather slutty and bitchy image during her last performance. And I thought her singing was terrible. But it was all due to her distracting bar top dancing which affect her singing too. So, let us see her upcoming performance. Then we''ll judge. (: Despite everything, I still do support her. Why? Shes darn pretty and hot.. Incidentally, I do think I posted a wrong picture of her here. She looks... No comments. Devious. Yada-yada.
Zhengning JIAYOU!!!
Wilson.
WARNING: Girls. Please do not drool on your computer table. It might spoil your precious computer screen.
Since, Xubin is out. I think Wilson will be the Mr Campus Heartthrob as stated in the CSS2 blog. He got the looks and the voice. Oh ya, Wilson and Amy are a no-no. Don't ask me why. I do not like AMY. That Taiwan New Zealander. Brrs. Instead, I think Wilson should go for Agnes. HAHA! Yes, that will indeed be a much more compatible match. Wilson JIAYOU!!!
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
Time passed so quickly.
Before I knew it, I have already graduated from Chung Cheng High (Yishun) Symphonic Band. No more a member of CCHYSB. Just a senior. Alumni?
Honestly, I am very proud to be a member of CCHYSB. It was the best choice of CCA I could ever picked. True long-lasting friendship exist in it. And not once I regretted joining this CCA.
Though it is time-consuming, the commitment and hardwork put in it never fails to satisfy me. And all of my presence and deeds in band are truly worthwhile. (:
It feels like yesterday that I had joined the band. Being nerdy and kiddie during my sec 1 and 2 days. Finally, now I am a changed person. Through music and friendship, me and certainly the rest had blossom beautifully. From dumbdumb and unable to play a single note or know nothing about music, I do have come a long way.
Pictures.
Naz Syak & Mint
Eric & Shafiq
Limin & Baowen
Naz Sheryl & Baowen
Naz Aishah Baowen
Cheryl Naz Yiwei
Naz & Sally
Zhiyu & Naz
Gifts
Lastly, thank you so much for giving sweet POP presents. Was thoughtful and kind of you people to make it. Love it lah! Feeling sort of guilty cos I only made cupcakes for you guys. Hahs. ):
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Once again a BIG THANK YOU to Mr Toh. Your scoldings, guidance and teaching had absolutely paid off. I really appreciate the things that you do for the band. And for you information,I would not give up music making so easily. I will continue my passion for music.
To my GREAT friends and juniors in band, I love you all wholly. Okay, since I forgot to mention some of the names during the speech just now. I might as well type their names here.
Shafiq.
Hey brother! (X You are a really great friend and i mean it! Our 4 years together as friends was superbly memorable. The good and bad times. I hope you still can recall all of them. Hee. All of it are now just memories. For now, we shall continue the story of our friendship. Keep In touch! <3
Eric.
Thanks for being such cool and happy-go-lucky dude. Remember the time when Shafiq, you and me chit-chatted during the last night of band camp. Was very nice to stay up and talked about really random things. Hahs. I treasure the times we ever spent. Keep in touch! Friends Forever! Love.
Aishah and gang.
Girls! Hah. I love the memories we had together for the past 4 years. We have come an extremely long way. And everything that we used to do just ended. But I do hope we (you should know who) will spent time together again. Just like the old time. But I know its kind of impossible. Anyway, love you people!
Jerry Norlyn Val & juniors..
Jerry! Firstly, I want to thank you for being such an AMAZING 1st clarinet partner. I doubt I can found someone as talented clever and humorous as you. Appreciate the moments we had througout this years in band. (: Hope to play in the same section and band as you. (: Friends Forever!
Norlyn and Val, although we are not that close but I wanna thank a million to you guys for making my sec 3 and 4 life interesting. Without you guys, our section will not be so lively with GIRLS voice. (X Keep in touch!
Yiwei and juniors.
You guys gotta catch up to our standard okay? Do not disappoint us. The memories we had was indeed very precious. I hope you guys will continue working hard to get the Golden Target.
This post are dedicated to Mr Toh and everyone in band.
CCHYSB<3
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Agnes did great. And she looked superb on TV.
I guess she will go far. Without a doubt, if she keeps up the good work which I am sure she will.
Crowded queue (ignore those facial expressions)
filial supporters
Our campus superstar
Evidence to show that I do support Agnes (:
QianPink , Melanie, Doreen
Doreen
GOOD LUCK AGNES!
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Monday, June 04, 2007
I am extremely disappointed.
I just failed. Again. Things always do not go to my desires. Each and every time I tried, I failed. It hurts so much that I can't put it to words. I used to give my all with full tenacity. Probably, I should give up and shut the hell up.
No more lyrics. No more tunes. No more expression. No more pitching. Free from any melodies.
My passion used to burn furiously. Now, it just like a small fire going to die any minute. I do not know whether I can make it far. It seems fate simply thwart me. Not my time to blossom? Perhaps.
I looked at the teens who made it. Cannot help but to envy and admire their success. Such achievement!
I would like to taste victory and not end things too early. But I am not going anywhere. Stuck. Gosh.
Hey! I am not admitting defeat. I just hope and wish very very much that I can go far at my teenage years ,when I am still young.When my passion still lies in me somewhat fresh.
But for now, I shall keep quiet. Admire. Envy. &Dream
I am back after MIA-ing for 5 days! It sure is good to come back and blog again.
Eh, my blog is kind of rotting with lack of readers! Come people! Come! Do take time to read. Kill time leh. -.- Well, it is just beyond my ability to attract readers. Sadly.
Anyway, there hadn't been any eventful days for me to share with. Which is why, I try not to blog unnecessarily. (:
Yesterday, got time off to relax and chill. So, early in the morning went to Cathay Cineleisure to do some things. Before that, met Doreen and juniors for breakfast.
Fastforward, to be exact, Cheryl, Yiwei and me headed to East Coast with the intention to tan ourselves. And obviously I was so excited to get darker. When we got there, things didn't seem to go our way. The weather was too cloudy that it wasn't a little warm. In fact, it boosted our comfort there. Too bad, shall visit East Coast again. It was still uber fun after finally, I could loosen up ALOT from all the stress.
Unfortunately, I am lazy to type so enjoy and admire the pictures that I've taken. =P
P.S. I think one day i shall rename my blog to a picture blog instead.To own a blog but full of pictures seems like a contradiction in terms. Good idea. I shall consider.
Looks like some Bollywood movie
For your information, some of the photos are actually blur. That effect was NOT on purpose. It turned out GREAT anyway. Hahs. My mobile simply got wet. The lenses I mean. That was why it looks blur. Outstanding effect! (:
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Nazreen
A kid who doesn't want to grow up
&A student who is insane and enthusiastic but dumb at times.
Sometimes he is kind of anti-social but nice.
I live happily on SINGLEHOOD(:
I was previously from Chung Cheng High (Yishun).
Now, in Nanyang Junior College.
My birthday, 22 December 1991.
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