Monday, September 29, 2008

Hello World.


I finished painting my room!


Horrah to me!

And its red.
Super sexy I tell you.
I'll get excited every time I enter my room.

One day, I shall post it here once my room is finally in decent condition. Cos right now, it seems as if my room had been struck by a tornado or hurricane or something. All my books had been flown out of place and my stacks of papers and files are everywhere on the floor.

I don't even dare to sleep in it these days cos I'm afraid I might die or get injured in my very own room. Who knows I might step on something sharp. Or probably slip and fall and hit my head on god knows what. Yup.


Anyway, after much contemplation, I decided to go out today. After settling all my chores, I met up with Noelle. We played at the AMK hub arcade. So long siol I never get to go crazy and play like a kid again. And I did today. Happy, happy.


















Digressing, I was so sway today. zzz

I got myself into a pretty embarrassing situation which I swear I will never get myself involved again. So here was how it went.

I was walking with Kenny leisurely outside Golden Village Burger King. Since it was a school day, my curiosity got the better of me. And its definitely not good when that happens. My eyes were scanning the fast food restaurant and was searching any souls that I might happen to know.

Until the end of the restaurant, I finally saw someone I thought I knew.


Note: Thought equals to assume



That "friend" of mine was studying inside with another guy. Both of them were from Chung Cheng.

So, I slowed my pace and started doing hand signs outside the restaurant without being oblivious that people were staring at me from inside. I did things like making faces, big actions to attract my "friend" attention and pointing fingers at her. And all that just to catch her attention.

Luckily, it was to no avail. Subsequently, I signaled the guy to call her. Ironically, he was pretty confused at what I was doing. Probably, he thought I was insane.

Suddenly, my intuition told me to take a closer look at the supposed friend of mine again. To my deepest shock ( I almost died of a heart attack), the girl was not my friend.



Panic time.





*Ding Dong*
And the small voice in me went,

" Okay Nazreen, RUUUUNNNNNNN! "


I literally ran. I swore I never ran as fast before.

I think I ran even faster than my 2.4km race. Cos I didn't want that couple to come out of the restaurant and try to see who was the one signaling them frantically.

It was a good thing I did not come in and talk to them. If not, I would just faint after realizing her face seems different.


Paiseh. But never mind. At least they do not recognize me. (=
Thank god.

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Okay I am so emo now.
(Actually I'm not...)

I lost my EZ link card again. What the fuck. Its not even 3 months old and I lost it. And its my only sec 1 photo. Damn it. My first EZ link photo was taken in Pri 6. The one I lost was taken in Sec 1. What now? The new one will be what. Sec 2? Fucking card.

I must be happy. Don't emo. Cannot sad sad siol. Later ruin my perfect day.
Hence, I shall sing When You're Gone By Avril Lavigne...



Turn on the song and sing along if you can ok?




I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
(Where are you EZ link...? * sob sob*)
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
( I feel so empty without you...)
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
( You were always on my butt err not really my bed...)


When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
( Yes! Because I need you to board the bus!)


[Chorus]


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
( I miss you EZ link...)
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
( My face... My face...is gone too!)
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
( Like, " Okay...We'll go board the train today ok?")
I miss you
( I miss you EZ link...)


I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
(I eat I think of you. I shit I think of you. I sleep I think of you.)
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
( For taking me around Singapore and going "Teh! Teh!" when I tap you...)


When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
( Yes! Because I need you to board the train!)


[Chorus]


We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
( I can't breathe...I can't breathe...Help me! Help me! *chokes and dies*)


[Chorus]




Pardon me for doing such a lame thing. My head is going bonkers. And I have yet to think of how to travel wihout my EZ link.
Damn EZ link.

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Noelle aka Chiobu aka Choubu


I shall expose you here. Heheh.

You see, every time we meet up, this girl will snatch my phone and snap photos of herself. And it will all be stored in my phone. == A very habit of her.



Self obsession syndrome.



Don't sia dao when you see a lot of close up of that girl.













Okay la. Quite chio. Must give some face also since I did not ask any permission of hers to post the pictures here. 0.0



I just came back from Orchard after having a buffet there with my cousin.


I feel like I'm pregnant. Seriously.


Yeah, not baby inside but shit waiting to be discharged.



It felt really good to be actually setting foot there after weeks of intense stress filled with revisions preparing for Promos. Pretty relaxing I must say. And the streets were ironically empty except for the ones along Takashimaya and Wisma Atria. I guess its all because of that F1 race which was also happening.

I didn't catch any of the race. Sadly. It seemed that I am not slightly interested in the race. I do watch F1 but somehow this time it doesn't excite me that much. Hmm, I do not know why either. Probably, I took the night race in Singapore for granted cos its held in my very homeland which wasn't much of a deal also.

Its over anyway. Why fret.













Okay. I'm off to sleep now. Oh and for your information, I have holiday for one whole week. Including Wednesday which will be Hari Raya. Shiokness. But I have no clue on how to spend it.
=/


Chiaos.

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9:33 AM

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

I still have a lot to blog about. I postponed the entries for the previous events until now. And since I finally have the time to blog, I shall not waste anymore time in case I lose my drive to blog.


So some time back, when the Muslims started to fast, I met up with my dear secondary school friends to break fast together. We went to Lucky Plaza for this Indonesian restaurant which sells drool-worthy Nasi Ayam Penyek ( Smashed Chicken Rice). Haha. The direct translation sounds funny.

I had fun spending time and catching up with them. They are feeling stress being in a Junior College too. Haha. Poor us.





Syakinah, Sabrina, Ruiwei and Hezel.







I do miss having Malays in my class. Here in NYJC, I'm the only one in my class and it does feel a little awkward at times. I don't know. Maybe I wasn't used to that type of situation. Yeah. Although I was previously from Chung Cheng, I had at least 6 Malays in my class. And it felt good to have people speaking the same language as me.

And my hair looked short. Cos I think I just shaved. But now, it looks quite alright since it has grown.





Met up with Bryan and Kenny before going to Junior Band Festival. I was fasting that day and I was fucking mad the whole day cos I can't eat. Just looking at my friends eat with an empty stomach ruined my day even more.






Very Barbaric siol.


I admit it was embarrassing to be sitting beside two boys eating their chicken like pigs. Though I think I will also behave that way if I could actually join them at that point of time.
I understand I understand...
And what made me felt worst was the fact that the three of us were beside two ang moh dining. The European couple must be thinking how uncivilised Singaporean kids are when comes to food.

Barbarically insane!

The table that we sat on became messy with bones and the leftovers from the chicken flesh.
==


Okay. Lets end this post for now. I'm bored.
I feel like watching Titanic, Swing Girls and 200 Pounds Beauty with my friends. Sleepover and having a movie marathon in my house. Maximum coolness.





Hello.
Haha. Who is this?

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Friday, September 26, 2008

I am back in action.



Haha. Stupid face.



Going through hell was painful and I swear it was definitely not the best situation for anyone to get stuck in. Apart from being all stressed up, there are other more sick emotions lingering all around. Just sick as hell.

Well, I am glad I am free from being tied to intensive revision every single night. Now, I can sleep in the morning, afternoon and at night without feeling guilty even for a microscopic bit. Such goodness. I love life currently.
I'm done with most of my papers. The last one will be Chemistry Paper 1 which is next next week. Its still quite far away. I shall do my best in that last section of the paper as I believe its my only pathetic life saver. Pathetic or what, I am hoping it will pull my grades up at least to an S or E though it might seem too bleak for that to happen. Damn. I shouldn't let pessimism get the better of me.


Even though, I'm pretty much done with the papers, the after effect of the examinations is way too huge for me to handle. The paranoia is in town! Its ruining my life now. Every now and then when someone or something just had to remind me of the papers, I will go bonkers and start to sulk. And get emo.

What the fuckness.
I know. Can't help it siol.

I can't do anything to change the things I wrote in my papers. So I have to pray so much that I do not get retain.


I'll skip that negativity and move on now.



Anyway, having all the time in the world now, I shall finish off Season One of Shakugan No Shana. Its one darn good anime. Inuyasha was the last one that I got addicted to and now I'm stuck to this.

Its freaking nice and I urge you to watch it.







I love the way the storyline goes and how interesting the characters are.
The fighting scenes always make me go


"Uh~! Ah~! Dang! Yessssssss!"





Go watch it.

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Its one darn long HIATUS.

And still is.


I just want to say some few words.



I am hoping to get promoted.
The desire is beyond words...

One more day to Promos. My mind is swirling with anxiety and paranoia. Those things bug me like mad deteriorating my healthy state of mind to act sanely. And to prove how insane I've already become, I swear I cannot wait for promos to come.

Provided the end result is what I desire.
That is to get promoted.


The only thing that keeps me at the verge of snapping is Chemistry.
That is the only thing that I worry so so much.
I do not wish to recall that horrific moment of Mid Years.


I just want to do well in it this time. I've changed my mindset and attitude for the better and I pray as much as I could to at least get an overall pass in the subject ; after including the percentage of Mid Years, CA and Promos.


Chemistry...


Enlighten me.
Give me the power to do well this time!



All the best to me. And everyone else who are going to sit for the...

Promotional Examinations.

I'll save the wishes for those sitting for the A levels later after I'm done with Promos.

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Thursday, September 04, 2008

Do not want to live in self denial.
Doing good sometimes I yearn for something back in return.
Not getting back from the certain individual directly,
but any good that comes along.

Its okay. I will continue what I enjoy doing.
Do good. And expect nothing in return.
At least I'll feel the immense satisfaction of being kind.

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Monday, September 01, 2008

MY PHONE CAN USE ALREADY.

Big deal.





Part of 4F. (:

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