The hands which i used to use it every Tuesday, Thursday and Fridays. And those are the fingers for me to run the notes. And now, it is sadly use for writing so many GAZILLIONS of things. Homeworks and school stuffs of course. RAH!
I really really miss you darling! Okay, i will bring you home soon. It tempts me so much just by looking at you. Remember the times together? I seriously miss it. ):
LABOUR DAY tomorrow!!! you guys better enjoy yourself FULLY.after that, its back to work.how SIAN... I love it when it comes to holidays. [:
perhaps i'm loving you without me realizing it <3
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Friday, April 27, 2007
It is best to have a lot of close friends. I assure you that having one close friend is extremely torturing sometimes. When he/she is in love, that person will divert their attention to you lesser. What i mean is. When they finally found their love, you will be left with nothing.
That is why it is best to have more close friends. At least you can hang out with the rest.Right?
Well, you readers can stop reading this post NOW if you think its too mushy for you.This is because the remaining entry will be very lovey-dovey sick. If you feel like puking go ahead. Perhaps hopefully when i finally got over this crush, i will be able to look at this post and laugh out loud. (:
Incidentally, i'm very happy that you have finally found who you truly love. I hope so. At the same time, I feel sad for myself. You have the opportunity to spend time with your loved one.
But i simply can't. It is indeed saddening. Well, what can i possibly do? I only have the choice to stare at the her from a distance. And just admire her smile. (: I strictly can not make any move. I have my reasons for all that. It is beyond my ability to do so. And theres more than meets the eye. Only some lucky ones will be able understand.
The faraway love
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Had my first papers today. Malay and English paper 1. Both were so-so lah. Just that i side-tracked a little for English letter-writing. Darn it.
Walked home alone with the intention to be EMO while going back. Hahs. Lame stuff. And the picture posted above was what i had taken just now.
Anyhow, sometimes i dislike emo kias.WTH. i am being one intentionally. Frankly, it is nice to be emo sometimes . It helps to de-stress. Serious. No joke. But dont feel emo 24 7 lah. Can go crazy i think.
Okay okay. Its friday. So loosen up a bit. And.... Party! Weekends coming! Wohoos! this is why people call it TGIF! because it is THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY. (:
CHEERS!
the inrush of insanity
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
School is for everyone to do CRAZY things.
BOREDOM ticks me off. So, solution is. Play with whatever that you see. It helps.Seriously. Crazy or nonsensical. Just do it.
For instance, I played and messed up Nicole's hair. It was FUN. Relive my childhood years.XD
Before. Hairstyle #1 (lumpy on top)
Hairstyle #2 (no difference from #1 but alil classy)
My favourite Hairstyle #3 (In memory of Paul Twohill's hair)
Great isnt it? Spice your life up by being wild sometimes.
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This is where her classroom is. Also used to be mine too. 3F-ians ex classroom. And the best thing is. Her classroom is located exactly opposite 4F. So, I can always keep a look out on her. (:
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Im addicted to this song. Girls. Don't miss this chance. Jiro Wang is the leading character in this MV. Eye candy for you girls. XD
Lets side-track. Im fucking tired of everything. Everyday, theres homeworks, homeworks and more and more homeworks. SIAN DIAO. Give me a break. Can the school don't make me stress or not? I have enough white hair already. They do not need to make it worst. ARGH!
I simply cant force myself to study.DAMN IT! MYE are just around the corner. Such grim reality lah. But I am still happily lazing and slacking around like a pig as if nothing is going to happen. I should be feeling guilty for not revising my work loh. Feeling quite hopeful...not to pass!..but to screw things up. GOD i hope it wont happen. *crossing fingers* And I somewhat can't be bothered by MYE. My thoughts are seriously horrifying.
What the heck. ITS TIME TO BE A PROFESSIONAL MUGGER no more a PROFESSIONAL STALKER.
MUGGER-IN-PROGRESS.
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Umm, I think my blog is heading for extinction of readers.Oh no. :( Well, who cares. For the benefit of my TRULY BELOVED READERS (if i have them that is), its time for me to expose Ruixi's identity. Thats a lie actually. What i mean is. Just by a bit. (: dont expect too much lah alright? I cant afford to let her read my blog and make her go WAHAHAHAon everything which i had posted. SIASUAY lah.
Here goes nothing.
Sec 3E Very good-looking Best of all.................... Dancer ^^
Those points definitely narrows down to whom Ruixi is. Whatever it is, its time for YOU to find out and for me to know.
HAPPY SEARCHING! (:
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
C.I.P.
Boy. School nowadays seems meaningless. Without band i feel very empty. Its as if my life is aimless. BAH! Why do i feel this way? Now after school, it is a routine to go back home straight. Sad life huh?
Had C.I.P. today. It was a fast one. I mean collecting newspapers and etc. Most of the people are working. And its pointless to even collect it during office hours. Anyhow, it was a blessing in disguise. At least we do not need to collect and carry tonnes of papers and unwanted clothes around. [:
Save trees!
We have Mount Everest. I have Mount Papers!
Garbage woman [:
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Man. My crush on her is still as passionate as ever. Dang! Can some girl flirt with me and make me forget Ruixi? Whenever i accidentally or purposely bump into her, the feeling comes back. like you know. TUM ! TUM! TUM! the sound of my heartbeat going faster and faster. Oh seriously fuck.
How i wish...
Me: Hey ******! (giving the best smile) Ruixi: Hi. (making an awkward look) Me: (still smiling away) Ruixi: HELO? Me: Oh.hahas. Can I erm..you know...erm...know you..erm..better? (acting shy) Ruixi: Sure. [: (crafting the most gentle smile ever) Me: WAHSEH! really ah? WOHOOS!
Wah! How i wish that came true. But unfortunately to some. That is called FLIRTING! So stereotypical among teenagers nowadays.
Obviously, that is a super duper desperate method. I can use that technique when i really really cannot tahan anymore. Which is very unlikely. I still keep a firm grip on my feelings. [:
I LOVE RUIXI!!!
在远处望着你已经足够了，因为你的存在，我已经感到很幸福。
<3
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Treasure the things and people around before its too late. NO! im not saying that i don't treasure the people around me. Of course not.
Clarinet section
CCHYSB (the juniors faces all sian sian SMILE la!)
Waiting slowly, for you to feel the reassurance I give Feeling that our friendship have a new definition No one can buy that at the convenience store The thing we wanted most Is only in the hands of the person you liked
Give me your love, let me accompany you to the future Give me your love, hands holding hands, never letting go of it Even if the universe explodes, the ocean dry up I hope you will have my hug in your memory
My greatest happiness, is to discover that I love you My soul has got the meaning, everyday I shall cherish it No one can buy that at the convenience store The thing we wanted most Is only in the hands of the person you liked
Rain and sky also has the chance to fall in love with each other Looking at your smile, I can hardly contain my feelings
Give me your love, let me accompany you to the future Give me your love, hands holding hands, never letting go of it Even if the Earth gets destroyed, having no time at all to tear I hope you will have my hug in your memory
Im so emo. BRRS.
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HELLO
From now on bandmates, BEWARE of what you post in your blog because Mr you-know-who will bloghop everywhere he wishes. So, type wrong thing. DIE la. [:
Today is your lucky day! You guys are not going to read wordy stuffs from my blog. Instead, look and admire the pictures that have been carefully taken by me.
I will still post today's event pictures. But i will not go into details on the events.Too lazy. Anyway, as if all of you will be so interested on what exactly happened to me.[:
Picture Post!
Buffet
Pizza anyone?
LAI LAI! come and queue up! FOC!
What a feast! * drools*
Isn't my sec 1 junior sweet?
Credits: Sec 1 ex-member from Peixin band (i do not know her name =X)
THROW THROW!
Ming huat the victim
Do not worry. Nothing happened. Ming huat was lucky as not to be thrown into the lake. Ke lian. OI people! Why always bully Ming Huat?! Poor thing leh. I know la he look so gongong. Still, you do not need to pick on him what. Sad case loh. LOLS
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After filling up my stomach, headed for the interchange. Meishen's birthday party was up next. Boy. Eat again.
Met 2f-ians and boarded the bus 800 to get to Meishen's place. The photos that i will be showing you guys are taken at night. So, dont wander why its so dark.
No comments
Happy peeps
Water bomb...My favourite [:
Our legs and the water bombs
At the verge of being wet
See the pink balloon coming his way? BAM!
Thats all for today. I have been quite busy lately. Don't blame me for not updating my blog. And Mr Toh i've updated. HAHA.
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
I seriously give up on Ruixi.
Its too difficult to make a move. And i do not have the courage to do so. Let this be a come and go crush. It is indeed torturing to like someone from far. Just to stare at the person at mere ends. Only eye contact recognizes the both of us.
We never say hi to each other. We do not smile to one another. Im a coward. i have my reasons for not approaching that person, being afraid that she might freak out when i get to know her a little better.
It is best for me to forget about this monkey love. Kiddy crushes. I guess.
But i will never forget this deep crush that i have on you. Never.<3
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
" No matter what, you are still the best band in my heart..."
Can i cry again?
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Monday, April 16, 2007
And CCHYSB journey towards the Gold medal continues...
Its been hard.Although CCHYSB didn't get what they desired, we still accept it with open minds. Anyway, we played our best and it turned out better than expected. Of course, we still cried. Its just a MUST to cry.
I was delighted to hear all the positive comments by the tutors and other conductors. Ms Sia said we can compete with TKGS and play Toccata and Fugue in D minor with them -.- Mr Toh replied " Next 10 years can la" HAHA.
I wish I can destroy all the people who thinks that CCHYSB got that silver because we are not good enough. We put in A LOT of effort okays? It is simply irritating. Listen and judge us first la.
Before the judging
After judging
Although its a silver, we are still as high as ever [:
We accepted the fact that we have gotten a silver. We are happy because we have tried our best but the judges' expectations are simply too high. Time to work even harder juniors!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
And finally,
Tomorrow is the day.
SYF central judging.
Do not be nervous. Be excited. OH GOD! Im feeling so high. AHHHH!! Remember don't hope when you play. Its a must.
Move and get yourself into the music. Feel it. Enjoy the moment on stage. Its a lifetime opportunity. Dont lose it. Envision the best Armenian Dances Part 1 that we have ever played. AND! Make it happen. Let the audience and judges hair stand. [:
Do your best and have no regrets. At least you have a clear conscience that you had done your best. Whatever the result is. Be PROUD of it. Be it a COP BRONZE SILVER GOLD GWH. Be happy with it.
Everyone getting ready for their uniform
Opps. Can't fit Sophia?
Can la
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Today, had band practice. And I was indeed not in the mood for SYF at first. Soon, when Mr Toh told his feelings. I was stunned. I really think that CCHYSB wasn't prepared enough. And after he said all that. BAM!
The whole band changed. Im serious. TOTALLY! As high as ever. WOHOO! Come on! Im prepared. [:
The alumnis wished us good luck. They brought us gifts. Isn't that sweet?After that Clarinet section headed for Northpoint. Had lunch and took neoprints.
I LOVE CLARINET SECTION!!!
Yiwei and me
Herbal tea good for the throat. [:
Us editting the shots
Us again
Us making a little something for the band
JIAYOU CCHYSB!
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Friday, April 13, 2007
3 days left...
Hey bandmates! Getting excited over the judging day? WAHAHA. i bet not. surprisingly, i can't wait for the day to come. I'm all excited over it.
Right now, I would like to express my thoughts here regarding our MAIN problem now. We do not have much time left. Like DUH ? And all of you know clearly that we have to be more musically inclined. Developed our expression better which is what Mr Toh and Mr Koh *LOL!* had said.
Come on! We have to MOVE with the music~
If you really want the medal that you desired badly, let me tell you this before its too late. You have to FORCE yourself to move with the music. And i don't mean move with the BEAT. If you think it looks stupid to move, its even STUPID than stoning throughout the whole time you're playing. And if you are the kind you would wait for the next person to move and then you will do it too. I seriously think you can go home and sleep!
Please be more open. It is not stupid or dumb or funny when you move. You are just expressing the music. In addition to that, if you want to move, move A LOT more. don't expect the judges to see you SHAKING from far. Do it whole-heartedly not half-heartedly.
Thats all that i have say. MOVE! EXPRESS! LISTEN! MOVE! EXPRESS! LISTEN!
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I was very disappointed when one of the alumni said that we cannot make it. I was super pissed off when I heard that. Obviously, doubts crop up too. *sigh* Did we play that bad? One thing for sure, we keep on repeating the same mistakes again and again. Damn it.
Hard work had been put in. But we still need a miracle to happen.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
What do i do in band?
I have fun. I play my clarinet. I joke around with my juniors. That is what i do in band. No wonder i look forward to band practices...Sometimes.
I manage to snap a few photos during band today.
I was AMAZINGLY SHOCKED when i heard the results for today's SYF. 1 Gold. Fabuloso!
3 in 1
A great example of camera-shyness
Camera attack!
I caught you Luanyin [:
From this...
To this monster...
Emo freaks
Adapted from Jerry's everlasting pose
I am nervous.Very nervous. The days are coming nearer. And we do not have much time left. Remember move and feel the music. I know we can do it. Play your best! And we will leave everything to the judges' hands.
CCHYSB
Sunrise & Armenian Dances Part 1
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Monday, April 09, 2007
CCHYSB.
Getting complacent? You think you can get the GOLD medal so easily.Think again.
Singapore Youth Festival 2007: Central Judging of Concert Bands (Secondary Schools / Junior Colleges)
Results
No.
Bands
Award
9th April 2007, Monday (Day 1)
Morning Session
1
Woodlands
S
2
Hua Yi
S
3
Tanglin
B
4
Teck Whye
B
5
Pei Hwa
B
6
CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
G
Interval
7
Hougang
S
8
Commonwealth
G
9
Queensway
B
10
Yuhua
G
11
Hillgrove
B
12
Tanjong Katong Girls'
G
Afternoon Session
13
St Anthony's Canossian
B
14
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian
B
15
Temasek
S
16
Pioneer
COP
17
Swiss Cottage
G
18
Jurong
B
Interval
19
Victoria School
S
20
Yishun
B
21
Queenstown
B
22
Si Ling
S
23
CHIJ St Theresa's Convent
B
24
Evergreen
B
12 bronze medal.WOW.how great...
This will give all of us a SUPER HARD TIGHT SLAP on the face. Even Victoria School the GWH band shockingly got themselves a SILVER medal. Temasek too.
That means the judging is getting real tough. And i mean it. No joke. GOLD? Work hard. Play hard. Express when you're on stage presenting our hard effort. Thats all that i can say at this point of time. There isn't any much amendments that we could possibly do as all of us can already play the piece. Its up to you guys on how well you want to play at that very moment when all the eyes are set on you.
Your hearts are beating faster and faster. The alumnis praying hard for us to do extremely well. And Mr Toh will be conducting a final judgement with hopeful spirits going through his mind and heart.
Still, it is up to us.
YOU decide...
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
BOWL
YES! Finally, after a long long time disappearing from the bowling centre i am back. Baowen , Guanrong , Limin and me went to bowl at Safra Yishun.
It feels good to throw the ball again. Such pleasure... My skills are gone now. Sadly, i only managed to score 91.How pathetic. Suck like fuck. Nevertheless, i still enjoy the game. :)
BW on the move
GR on the move
Too tired la.
Monkey abuse
And finally DEAD.XD rolled over by a bowling ball
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A kid who doesn't want to grow up
&A student who is insane and enthusiastic but dumb at times.
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I was previously from Chung Cheng High (Yishun).
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