Friday, February 29, 2008

Phrase of the day:

Oh my god!



Yes. I've been oh my god-ing ever since JAE started.
For now, I'm in an extreme dilemma on whether I should take up another CCA.

I attended the Judo practice and was tremendously interested in taking it up. However, do you know that it is extremely risky to commit to two CCAs simultaneously. I will have a higher possibility of retaining due to my responsibility. Both band and Judo. This is ridiculous.
Interest over studies.
I'm not. Honest.

I am stupid enough to be doing this because of my interest.I would still clearly understand the importance of academics. And I mean, you only have one life! I won't be repeating the same events of this life again ( well, only god knows whether there's more life to come for us to lead, I definitely won't wish for that. Come to think of it too, I wouldn't be able to know if I have other life before this. Even when I'm writing, who knows maybe there's another me leading a totally different life! )

Yes. What I am trying to say is you only get to do and experience things once in your lifetime! No turning back and sigh because you regretted not doing what you've always wanted to. Isn't that worst?

Taking up two CCAs is obviously not easy.
Excellent time management.
Strict and firm discipline.
Massive amount of perseverance.
Countless sacrifices.

They are required to make sure I do not lose balance and start falling to my knees cos I'm not able to cope with all the academics and other external commitments.

It is always easier said than done. Lets see how I'll fare.
I'll try out for a month or two. See whether I'm cut for it.

Jiayou!

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Its nice to hang out with your old buddies.
The familiarity comes back again.

The Chung Cheng graduating students had a barbeque at Montreal Green which is located at Sembawang. It has a beautiful landscape for people to admire and the whole greenery makes the atmosphere feels so fresh and cheerful.











And guess what? I learnt how to ride a bike that day!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

=.=" Give me some credits la. I'm so noob. I managed to cycle the whole of Sembawang leh.





We played fire sparklers to lighten up the night. (: We don't have a deprived childhood!
Just reliving the kids in us.



I look ridiculously stupid in this photo. Gosh. Luckily the sparks from the fire sparklers covered my face.
Really...
Believe me if you are naive enough

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Orientation One during PAE.
Oh mans. I miss the moments we OG spent together. =(
Seriously, this is the first time I feel emotional towards something related to Nanyang. Though not completely. Now, we are all separated and will be split up into classes very soon.

Keep in touch guys!


*some people are missing in that photo

Bah! I missed the OGLs. I miss the members in it. I miss everything about OG34 Hermes Orientation One.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I seriously think I am not meant to be a waiter.
I get ticked off easily by any small little petty indication that customers are disliking me. And I abhor it! Especially when someone talk me off and scolds me.
Just feel like punching them straight losing their two front teeth.




Clement just told me that out of the whole J1s cohort, five of the names are highlighted in yellow. Clarissa, Elena, Me and a couple more.
3 of us are DSA students. Despite that, I'm still acting utterly paranoid!

Clement asked me,

"Did you pon a lot?"

Me replied apprehensively,

"Okay lah. Mostly Maths. Dint attend once."

I added,

"But the whole PAE also pon a lot ....
unless the five of us are the top 5 pon-ers."


=.=!

Okay. I think its quite lame. But its possible ( thinking of absurd cases such as being scolded or expelled ). I don't want to be school-ess! I still would like to lead a bright future! Oh no. We'll just wait and see. I shall update you about it.
*prays hard that it'll be nothing serious

I don't wanna get my ass screwed!

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Friday, February 15, 2008

I am camera-shy! That photo says it all!


Valentines. Valentines.

Bah!

I don't have a Valentines. Nor have I celebrate it with someone. Its just the usual for this year. =/
Nothing special except for the fact that I baked that day! (X

Using the fast and easy method also known as the "cheater way", Shaun and me managed to do a decent job in the cake. Turned out nice!
(look whos baking? Obviously it will turn out nice!)
(kindly ignore the fact that I use instant ones to bake)

The ingredients

Eggs



Water

Flour





Butter

Chocolate chips




Being nood in baking ( Shaun is, but not me. I'm a FnN student okay? Who gotten himself a D7 for Os!) , we were quite amazed by all the small little things.
Such as how the the aroma of the mixture smells so good and wanting to try out different flavours to the cake which will actually ruin the whole thing!





OH. Atrociously, both of us ate the mixture. You know the one which is still in liquid form. Cos I find it too tempting to lick it!





Wait! Keep the comments to yourself! I know it looks utterly disgusting like as if the pearls of the bubble teas are thrown into the cake mixture.
However, it does taste nice though it is hard to accept the unbelievable fact which does not seem so convincing at all!



Just some random pictures.



Chung Cheng spirit!



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Meet my friend!

Adib and I bumped into her. Sometimes impromptu meetings can be so memorable and nostalgic.



Her name is Farhanah. My friend since primary school days. (:
Went to Ahmad Ibrahim Sec and now currently in Anderson Junior College. Heh.



Cheerios!

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Oh. I'm on the screen!
OMG!
+.=


First and fore most, I feel so piaseh for posting such an emotional post previously. Can't help it but it does bring some serenity and satisfaction from letting out your insecurities.

Naz's spirit is back! (:


I had been going out more often these few days. I wonder what made my butt so itchy till I could not sit still and stay home for goodness sake. Result in getting a scolding from the House Mistress (my mum). I even kept mum for two days showing my so-called attitude. Aha!

Finally, could not tahan the petty barrier that I created and decided to give up.
I caught Kung Fu Dunk!

Its a very entertaining movie!
Go watch!

Its a Must-see!
(though some parts were unbelievably lame)


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Gallivanted around with some great company.


Location:
AMK Hub












For some queer reason, I seem to like this dancing machine.
Can really get you addicted!




Silent Hill is a disturbingly cool game.

Thats very unfortunate cos the graphics is pretty commendable I must say. And the whole tattered curtain enveloping you inside makes the atmosphere very shiok to play the game.




From the left- Joshua, Grace and Feducia




From the left- Ming Huat, Me and Shaun




After a great movie, still feeling quite high, its best to end the day by playing pool. (:
I was lousy needless to say.











For an extra and interesting fact, I wore a cap that day because I was having a bad hair day!
Totally messed up. Somehow it looked like bird's nest.

Not so interesting actually. Heh.





Its a mistake. I don't like part of you bitch.

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

This is my 240th post.

God.

Its that fast. Time passes so swiftly that I forget almost everything that I am doing.

I am feeling emo.

As night slowly sweeps through the air, there goes my all-smiley face draining away from my physical self.

Whats with this pattern of following the time and day changing simultaneously with my mood.
And this is the first where I actually blog about what I'm feeling when I'm together as down as the night.

Maybe I am just tired.

Yesterday, I just made an inappropriate and disgusting remark of myself.
Its so irksome.
It seems as though I lost respect towards myself. The pride the respect are all gone.
I am such a freak. Having those thoughts are killing me...gradually.

What the fuck is wrong with me. Can't I have the same path planned just like you.
It can be not as confusing, as complex, as ridiculous, as sinful as it seems.
It can be as simple as ABCs.


But why this lame obstacles. Tests for me?
I do not think I can survive. I'd rather die than face reality.
How contradicting can it be when I loathe you. When I am somehow somewhat and something like you.

This is totally not happening. It isn't real.

No matter what. I cannot run away from the fact. I wake up each brand new day, battling it like I never did before. Remain strong. Face it with all my might. Do whatever it takes to be better. Far from your current state. Just leave the dirty you behind. Start afresh.


I need help. And I think I need a councilor before the day comes when I finally snaps.

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Ahh. I feel good after releasing all the excessive poisonous feelings away. Dump it here. Thats the good thing about getting a blog. Its your diary. Your friend who are willing to lend a listening ear relentlessly without fail (though sadly it can't reply).

Note: Dramatization is included in this post.

I am just trying out my command of English. But I still mean what I say.

For you kaypoh people out there, don't bother figuring out what I mean.
Take it as if I am mad.














Don't worry. The happy Naz will come back tomorrow. He's currently sleeping. His emo self is just here to help him blog. (:

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Friday, February 08, 2008

Every cheena out there are celebrating the day with reunions.
Getting angbaos from their kins. I'm sure you Chinese will be rich for a day or at least a few weeks. Such pleasant occasion to gather together and spend the time having fun and catch up on what is left behind. Reminds me of Hari Raya.
Too bad this is not one.

Its Chinese New Year!

What better way to take advantage of the long holiday with a BBQ with your loved ones. My family had one. Its sort of like a tradition which is stuck to us. Every CNY, we will and must have this gathering.

Its fun yet boring. Contradicting indeed. Can't simply describe it in words. I love the company but do not like the peaceful serenity of the whole thing. I need something to do. My hands are itchy. They have to fiddle with something! If not they will cramp up and die of boredom too. So i should give my fingers frequent exercise.

Since you know, the Chinese are busy with their own stuffs. The minority races and the foreigners (eg. Phillipines and PRCs which I always have a problem with no matter what they do be it right even. I will find a single fault with them. If not, I will kindly and let my helpful side of me make them do wrong things then.) will have their personal celebration.

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Alert:
Super far off, digression



I think I have this weird allergy against these innocent foreigners who are here to earn a living. I seem to have an unseen problem with them.
Even the Banglas are not spared!

Pfff. For one, I can at least get along with some of my friends who are PRCs. But when comes to strangers, I will never welcome them cos they are just taking too much precious space in Singapore. Come on!

Balik Kampung (go back to your hometown) la!

The Government dream to have an ideal population of 6 million humans here. And will be desperate enough to include other people from other countries just to fully utilize Singapore.
Are you fat head or what?
In the coming years, there wouldn't be any pure Singaporeans.

You might walk down the street and all around you are some people who don't originate from where you are living. I call them fake Singaporeans (that is if they get a PR here).

Up to you on how you describe a real and true Singaporean. Maybe we too aren't totally Singaporeans. We are a mix of this and that. At least we are born here and our grandparents are pioneers of this small country! So I still believe we are pure Singaporeans!


The only solution is, which I think is the best which however doesn't sound so appropriate to the ears.

YOU SINGAPOREANS HAVE MORE BABIES!

DON'T CARE!

JUST MAKE BABIES!

MAKE IT A HOBBY WITH YOUR FUTURE PARTNER!

If possible, create a football team out of your family members. That would be very nice.
Help Singapore and the government to realize our dream!

6 million Singaporeans!!!

With that, we don't need any excessive foreign talents lingering among the fresh air in Singapore.

Okay. Done ranting. Phew.

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Location:
Sembawang Park



Isn't he super adorable?






I guess this is the first time I ever posted a photo of my brother and me.



He is Nazrul and I am Nazreen. Remember that!



In red, is my cousin.



My beloved cousins! They are my closest beings that I have in my family tree!



A cousin too at the extreme right.



Intimacy baby... =.= I'm sorry for the bloody horny look I gave. Damn horny ah!



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In the evening, Shaun and me went back. Don't intend to stay over there. I prefer my bed and bolster to hug on. So slept at home alone. Home alone.

Before that, a friend joined the both of us for dinner. Chatted and slacked like never before. Feels good to elude from all the hustle and bustle of life for awhile.





Interesting fact.
I slept from 1am to 8pm today. (:

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Hey Ho!

Lets kick off this post with a happy welcome!

Happy Chinese New Year!

I managed to free myself from the word 'boredom' on the eve of CNY. Phew.

Met my classmates to slack and unwind at Changi Airport. Its a very random idea luh but well aimless kids have wild suggestions you know. Plus, we have not been to Terminal 3 so why not head there and explore something new.

I know its very late and common to see a post on the Terminal 3 but fear not cos I won't be talking much about it. Am not interested in it too.















Let me BHB for awhile hor. I think and feel that my photography skills are getting better!
I am so proud of myself. Don't you think so too?
*am-chio*


And so, feeling quite curious towards the functions of my phone, I started to doodle with. Using a couple of the mode, here how the photos turned out.


Negative.



Emboss.







Four of us went to settle down at Popeyes Chicken in Terminal 1 which I just recently discovered its existence! Thanks Farid for the new discovery. (:
Come to think of it, the chicken and fries at Popeyes were so much better compared to both Long John Silver and KFC.















That shiny bright necklace was given by Noelle for my birthday. Ain't she sweet? We have the same tie too just that its of different colour.





And toot! The main picture on top of my blog has disappeared!
Fish!
Darn it. I think I will replace something else then.




Blogskins can be a chore sometimes.

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