It was a last minute decision to attend the concert. I felt it was too long since it dragged for 3 hours! I slept for awhile. Please do not blame me. I had school until 5. And surprisingly I did not sleep in any of the lectures. Bravo!
Overall, SA bands are good. Especially SAJC. GWH. What do you expect? How I wish NYJC could be as strong as them. =/
On the way to dinner. Not concert yet.
Cos I am going to eat!
Cos a bloody foreigner (not Chinese) tested my patience.
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My god. I lost my Economics notes for the whole of A level syllabus. And that notes compiled into a book cost $13.50. Damn it. I hate my carelessness.
Sports Carnival was fine. Especially when I'm stuck in Orienteering with a bunch of girls. Waiting for pictures to come. Will update once I receive all of it.
I am going Japan! And its for free. *faints and dies
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0825 is the best. All of them are nice people.
But somehow, deep down I still feel there's something which is hindering me from being part of the class fully. Its funny when I see all my friends have already feel the love for the class. I have not yet experience the intense emotions. It will come soon I hope.
Aha. I have nothing interesting to blog about. And since I'm pretty much feeling random, I shall feature a friend. We used to be close friends but somehow drifted after some time. And I miss hanging out with you dude! (X
He's in ACJC now. *envy
I'm jealous because your AC band is sooo good. Lol. And brother please cheer up. Do not get stress over wanting to change your subject combination. (: Think through it carefully.
Reading people's blog post, I know many of my friends who's in JC now are very pressured. Same here. I didn't know how intense the stress could be until I experience it first hand. And yes. Its immensely stressful!
BEWARE.
WANNA COME JC. THINK MILLIONS OF TIMES BEFORE DECIDING.
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I wanna visit Japan badly.
"I cannot make it for the trip Ms Peh..."
Its not that I do not want to go but I'm somehow force not to go. The situation now is not desirable. I need money. Not everyone can afford everything. Don't just say whatever which comes to your mind. Yeah. Cheap Cheap Cheap. For you that is. Has it ever crosses your mind that there are some people out there who still could not afford what you assume to be cheap? Even the simplest of things.
I'm dying to go Japan. I need funds. Sell stuffs? As if I have the time and commitment. Oh. God. Just let it rain money. All to myself. I'll be glad to be rich.
The geography students got scolded by our young and charming teacher.
That was a sentence of excessive information. Do not mind. I am merely giving you a brief description to at least imagine the situation I am going to inunciate soon.
So,
All of us and specifically me got shot today. The whole group accidentally skipped lecture. Okay. I have to be clear now. Noone was to blame in this case. Cos I believe that eating Fish&Co. and reaching there late was an unfortunate fate which destined upon us.
The geography lecture started at 2pm. And my classmates got to school at2:50pm. Can't possibly rush in. 10 minutes what to do right. Anyway, that was the case of my classmates.
But for me. I was solely to blame for not attending the lecture. I was at home all along during my long break. Hence, I dilly dally to make my way to school. Yes. I admit. I am to blame. Too bad.
Teenagers tend to make a lot of mistakes. Truth is, too much. Whatever it is. I am still angry. I shall quote exactly what he spouted from his mouth. Not totally there. It still means the same thing.
"And some just do not know what is going on. Nazreen, you do not even know how to calculate the Population Density of an area."
(When he was lecturing us, I was smiling away cos I could not register any appropriate reactions which will suit the situation. I was looking gay throughout. Thats the best to show that you are purely and unforgivingly stupid.)
Fucking hell.
How do you expect me to remember what I learn in O levels. I panickedthe moment you called out my name. Obviously, I was brain dead suddenly. Which explains my blunt and dumb answer.
And as a matter of fact, I dare say that that tutorial was the bloody first which I gave my best attention for Human Geography. Its rare that I do that during lessons you know. Big Fat hope if you were to see me doing that again. So, please.
Even if it means having common sense, I should tell you frankly that my common sense is somewhat similar to a growing toddler who only knows how to pronounce "Ma-ma..."
*Bitch mode off.
I so miss PAE period. That picture was taken when I skipped school and met up with a couple of my friends. Early in the morning instead of going to school, I headed to Marina Square to visit my friend.
Just a carefree life with no worries.
And now, I demand for more freedom and space. I do not want to be constantly being monitored. Shitty restrictions of here and there. Live with the rules again. I shall add in a lil teeny weeny bit of rebellion to spice my life up. That would be interesting. Much more drama. (:
I'm going nuts these days. Oh. I am dead serious. I do not know what the hell is happening to me.
Heinous mood swings. Only girls have that Naz.
Feeling anti-social more often than not. Why your friends aren't good enough for you?
Getting infuriated over myself. Ya. Everyone is not perfect. Accept it!
Let's face it. This is only normal since I have not been feeling this way not in any time I could remember. So, I stand willingly to get over with it. Or perhaps the sneaky stress has decided to nudge my head only now. With that, I shall conclude that I am not going anywhere near mental breakdown but rather simply; stress.
Anyhow, I was close to fainting today. I only had a very light breakfast at 10am. I could only ate a couple of mouthfuls of the noodles I bought. Cos I was so bored of the usual repetitive menu of dishes offered.
Alert: I am going to whine.
Spare me the discrimination. Even guys can complain. When certain things gets unbearable, it is rightful to explode it out.
I am overly and extremely and immensely and whatever-ly sick with the food over at Nanyang. Its only a few months and sadly I am loathing it to the extent that I would not even want to think of it. Much less smell it! Die lo.
I officially declare that I hate the food in my school up to the point that I would never want to smell/think/see/hear/go anywhere near it.
What possibly can I do right? Hence, I just have to live with it. No. Only for another two years provided I do not get retain.
Lets get back to where I was saying. So, after that, I had lessons all the way up till 5:30pm. I would be sinning myself if I do not admit that there was a break. A decent 30 minutes break. But did not eat since I bump into the ML mates at the study tables.
Skip all the boring stuffs.
Was late for Judo and natural instincts I would rush over. -redundant info- Basically, by the time I fought 5 matches. I was dead beat. Half dead in fact. Then to end the whole practice, the coach in total asked us to do some push ups and sit ups. Not complaining here. I was very much delighted doing more.
Most unfortunately, I got really dizzy after that and felt like there's something climbing up my throat. I quickly sat to cool down . Felt shitty as people might assume that I was too weak. Yeah. Maybe I am. =/
Serve me right for not eating.
Lesson Learned :Do not go for Judo with an empty stomach.
It implies similarly to any physically demanding activities. (:
Met up with Noelle after so long. We practised a few songs for the upcoming Teenage Icon 2008.
Say hello!
But the main reason I would like to put forward for now has nothing to do with singing. In fact, its basically photos.
Both of us were determined to take artsy fartsy pictures. Thats the aim. . . . . . Of course. Its so obvious that we failed.
We thought we could somehow be the next Typicalben or Jayden or any known bloggers. Their photos are super nice and cool la! My pictures here are probably the crappiest they could ever had!
Lets witness the never-say-die attitude of these two kids! (the pics are in extreme bad quality cos apparently Noelle changed its mode to bloody VGA, lousy la!)
Presenting, the Noobs with the NGs.
Both of us had a very good laugh over how noobish we were. Can't even capture a proper picture. That is how bad we are. (note: the sentence is in present tense. Cos we are and still noob)
And now, finally. Presenting again, the bestest pictures we took so far.
To take a cool picture, there must be a cool pose. Hence, jumpshots are the coolest we could possibly think of. And if there's any cooler pose that you know, please kindly let me be aware of it.
The partly retarded butterfly jump.
The floating type of jump.
I'm going to die. Motivation anyone? Source from RJC or HCI students? Please pass your holy energies to me...
I went out of my house and with high hopes, telling myself that I will study! Die die must study!
And look what happened. I only did three pathetic Probability questions and already waving a white flag. Got myself glued chatting on MSN trying to cheer Noelle up. And I think I did a good job.
Let me give you a perfect solution to making someone forget all their problems/despair.
When someone is down, just give them a lil scare. Easy. Mention Pontianak. That will do.
The bleedy laptop in front of me must be whispering this so softly into the air that made me engrossed into chatting.
"Come to Papa... Come to Papa...Come to Papa"
Yeah. It should have somehow been recited and chanted repeatedly in my head. No wonder I lost all my enthusiasm of studying. Such evil spirits. Tsktsk.
I'm shagged. Revived me.
I so need the enthusiasm of RJC students to continue the survival my ever dying motivation.
I think the burning flame inside me should not even be called a "flame" in the first place la. Its more suitable to call it "sparks". Its always at the verge of dying. ):
I just hate the idea of a friend and another friend of mine gets together and be the closest of friends.
I mean, I bring them to meet together for the first time to introduce one another. And the next minute, I see them walking in front of me engrossed in their conversation, laughing their hearts out.
It bloody ass stinks if you see them so happily click like some siamese twins.
Soon after, they kicked you out and ignore you.
Like What the Fucking Hell!
I don't know. However, I feel evil inside. I simply do not like the comfortable environment that I'm already in being altered. Yes. Its a mean and utterly selfish thought. But I can't run away from it and deny my feelings. That will be much more of a dishonest and selfish mean of keeping your thoughts. In fact, I might just find ways to avenge my broken friendship if the feelings just keep on accumulating.
Anyway, thanks Cheryl for that theory. Now, I know how you felt.
Alright. Done ranting for the first part.
Next.
Oh man. I need someone to stand by me in this school. I have not met anyone who are of the same level of thinking and maturity as me. Its tough to find a friend who are just meant for you. It sucks without a friend whom I can laugh with and talk and get emotionally attached. Not literally. But friendship wise.
I have abandon many good friends along the way. Because they are not the same school as me. Rift develops and I start to find it awkward with that particular friend somehow. I lose that familiarity with them. The things that you always get used to and feel good about with that person are half gone. Not completely gone. Thats what I'm feeling.
Its either I miss my good old secondary school friends or just having a bad day.
I really miss them.
I miss Shaun, Joshua, Adib, Noelle, Sabrina, Shafiq, Atiqah, Nicole and many more.
I even miss my juniors.
They are the faces that I sometimes take for granted are long gone.
Unfortunately, everything will come and go.
They will not be with me for the rest of my school years. Not anymore.
No matter what, I have to survive.
I will pray for that someone to become real.
A friend for me to smile to and look forward seeing to each and every day I wake up.
For now, my world is just like an empty shell. Pathetic.
I guess I shall wait for that someone to appear. (:
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Since this post is quite lengthy, I shall let this photo entertain you.
Click on the picture below to read the fonts much clearly.
That was Tanjong Katong Secondary School patiently hearing their comments being directed to. And they were the Champion too.
I was the emcee for the competition. And I am real proud to be part of the event. It was running smooth which was very unexpected, without any glitches popping along the way. And I did not stumble which probably be the best thing I experienced in the whole process.
I was very much contented with what I had achieved throughout the process.
I believed I improved my command of the Malay Language. I am loving it! My oral skills is much better now. I'll pray that it won't go down the drain soon if I lose touch with the language once again. Hope not.
To sum it all up, I was feeling very MALAY that day. And it felt good.
Donuts makes you happy. Especially strawberries flavoured ones.
Thats us with the President. No, not the President of Singapore, though he might have some similar features to Mr S R Nathan. He's just the President for MLCS. (:
I was so relieved that the whole thing had ended. I bet everyone involved felt the same. No more worries about making stupid mistakes and delaying. As you can see, everyone faces says it all!
My partner in crime. She has helped me a lot during the practices, motivating me and trying to liven up my spirits. Thank you so much!
I think this is my first time being involved in an event related to the Malay culture itself or something like that. How cool is that?
I am so proud of you, Naz.
After a day of hard work, we deserved the rest with the good old company. Out of randomness, the people headed down to Changi Airport Terminal 3 to grab a bite and to loosen up a bit.
Deciding on which one to buy? Any will do just fine.
I think this picture is somewhat hilarious. Candy Empire... And M&M in the scene. Hmm.
P/S: This is actually an overdue entry. I procrastinated too many times and got fed up. So decided to get over and done with it. And I am finally done after many many "later" to post it.
What did I do wrong? Why does God need to punish me?
Oh my god.
I was watching Titanic happily online in the afternoon. And when I wanted to resume the movie back on the same night, feeling so hype up and hopeful to finish up the long love story, the movie was stripped off the website. What I meant was removed.
Can you believe it? I cannot bloody believe it!
Such bad coincidence or just my plain rotten luck?
Oh. This sucks.
Anyone has the DVD/VCD of Titanic? Very much appreciated if you were to render help.
Had an outing with 0826 with some of them. Its good to see all the familiarity again.
Though it was raining cats and dogs, it was still nice. Sentosa plan totally got screwed by the rain. Gallivanted around Singapore. Hop from places to places. Eat and eat. Thats about all we did. (X
To tell you the truth, I have a lot of ugly and unglamorous photos catching dust in my folder. I cannot bear to exhibit it to the public cos I am afraid of embarrassment. (X
I kept all the so-called inappropriate photos in my folder to treasure it. When I feel bored, I can always ransack my folder and laugh over it. Some aren't that bad. Just that I keep it for my own use eg. wallpaper, display picture and etc.
Frankly, I am taking a big risk right now to expose the "unexposable".
Presenting...
The "unglam" and "unpretty"
Look! I can see something... The dumping ground in my house.
My friend did something to my phone which I have no idea what was it. And that explains the blur to the max look.
I think this is very much decent than the rest. But come to think of it, the idea of posing that way in front of many people was in fact very unglam.
I think they must be saying...
" Walao eh, this boy ah, 'ma de' 'fa de' neber teach ah. How can like that de?!"
I was scratching my neck. Itching badly la.
I was trying my best to ruin the photo. And it turned out better than expected. Oh. I remembered what happened next. My saliva leaked out. (:
Please don't laugh! I seriously do not know what happen to me that night. I guessed I was extremely high. Sugar rush! I think I'm taking a brave act to post this photo. =.=
Oh man. Whats with that gap? Even a fly can zoom inside! That bulging eye? That was so uncalled for. That was just a very bad pose.
This is the best! My very own impersonation of a JI man. (X Not bad right.
See! I have tonnes of not-made-to-be-shown-in-public photos. Now you know how hard it is for me to capture a really nice picture perfect photo. And its like out of 10, 9 are fugly. Sob sob. So sad right? Never mind. The next time I take a photo, I should just wear a mask. ):
I woke up each day looking forward to it. Telling myself that I should give all my best. Be high relentlessly. And to put it simply, be a great OGL.
Hopefully, I managed to do a good job in settling my duty as one.
Level Camp was horrendous! Utter boredom. I'm sorry to pon it and I do feel guilty. Fortunately, for me, I had a rehearsal in the afternoon so I do have a valid reason not to go. All the more my urge to pon became so tempting.
The Hai Sing Catholic gang (oh man. What a name to call them) and me headed down to Junction 8 to kill time and also not forgetting to buy my OG member, Samuel, some gifts. Since it was his last day in Nanyang, it was only nice to at least buy something for him to remember us.
This boy pangseh-ed us to migrate to Temasek Polytechnic. (X Oh well. It is his future and choice. We can't stop anyone from going away.
Meet Jessica Simpson (asian version)!
Okay. I'm being overly lame. =.= Her name is just Jessica something something.
I need to feature her because of some interesting reasons. During level camp, the trainer wanted us to go around the hall to meet and make friends with new people. At that point of time, I only knew her on the surface. Just hi-bye friends where you just wave to and not talk.
Coincidentally, we got into a group. The so-called aim at that session was to find someone who you are afraid to talk to. Honestly, I was afraid.
I thought she was some act cute ah lian who's dying for attention. (!*^(&{@(_@(_()@&^
That was just my first impression. But after knowing her for that whole day. I thought she was damn nice!
And so, it concludes.
Never judge a book by its cover. (:
Alright. Time to feature some friends in 0825.
I just love 'em.
Disco Night
I admit. I was extremely high that night. Going around the hall like a crazy monkey. However, the songs played that night was a total screw off. It was not dancable (god knows whether the word existed)!
Can you imagine how will you dance to the tune of Move Along by The All American Rejects?! *dancing awkwardly in robotic style
Nevertheless, the great company compensated the bad music. (:
Good things will surely come to an end. And yes. Its all over. And I'm missing all the fun. It will always and ever locked inside my head. I will remember the fantastic times with the people of NYJC-ians!
&I am proud to be one!
Some photos after OGLs debrief.
I looked fucking gay carrying that bag that way! I regretted taking photos with that bag. Damn it. If you notice carefully, some of the pictures are small and bad in quality.
Somehow, my bloody phone changed its mode to VGA.
That results in the disastrous quality. I apologized for that.
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Nazreen
A kid who doesn't want to grow up
&A student who is insane and enthusiastic but dumb at times.
Sometimes he is kind of anti-social but nice.
I live happily on SINGLEHOOD(:
I was previously from Chung Cheng High (Yishun).
Now, in Nanyang Junior College.
My birthday, 22 December 1991.
&I love RED.
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