Sunday, October 19, 2008

All of a sudden, I think of my worrying promotion status.
Okay, this is kinda slow but I can't help it anymore. I need to rant it out from my chest before it starts to eat my sanity.

So you see. I am actually fine with retaining. Its not always bad thing right.
You have an extra year to brush up everything and perhaps getting As and Bs in tests and examinations may be easier after all.


But my primary concern is that I will be left alone in J1 when my friends are already promoted.
I hate the feeling of being left alone in the shelf. Its like we have no more in common. All the things that we want to do kind of disappear.


Seriously, and starting life in a new environment and getting to know new mates is tiring you know. Especially when I am not good in opening myself up to strangers.



I am basically saying the possible outcomes that may await one. Well, of course I do want to get promoted as much as I pray hard for.


Slowly, I got to know that many of my friends made it to J2. I am very happy for them too.


I am so insecure.
Normal feeling I guess?


I shall talk to my teacher whether there is a chance of me getting promoted.
Just to clear the insecurities that had been lingering in my mind for the past few days.
And its time to get rid of it once and for all.


I will work hundred times harder next year if I really get promoted!
I must and I will!



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Went back to Chung Cheng and its been months since I step foot there. I miss the band and my juniors so much.


I got to see my Vintage once again. So happy.





The super round and solid tone. I miss that. And the luxury of having an extra Eb key.
I wish I had one in Nanyang.



A few days back, I attended the NAFA concert. Met up with the Xinmin people. I know its kinda weird to be mixing a lot with XMS students. I too wonder how I can end up being friends with them. Must be Kenny.

Anyway, it was pretty entertaining I must say. However, I thought the band was slightly off form on that day. Heck, the Movement for Rosa made my hair stood.




One whole row occupied by NYJCians.





Eunice! One of my favourite seniors. Haha. Here comes favouritism...




Clement performed on that day. Haha. And he sang!




Okay. I want to watch AVP 2. WOHOO.

Violence! Action packed once again!
Best!

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