Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Happy Youth Day!


Free ice cream in Nanyang!






And my brother was so kind to me yesterday. Nazrul, I mean. He knew I was craving for peanut butter. And so he went out to a clinic with my grandmother and the next minute I saw peanut butter and bread on the table when he came back.





Super nice ah.

I am still craving for donuts though...





Random thoughts came crashing again.
It got me thinking out of the blue.


I am not sad. Trust me.
Let me repeat.

It is just a random thought.


This was what I felt or crossed my mind theoretically.






It does not feel nice when my close friends are not in the same class as me.


I don't know.
For me, sometimes I will be wandering when is the next time I am going to meet or just bump into them. Though I understand the situation perfectly and had gotten over the fact that they are not going to be by my side all the time. Except for band days.
Be it in class, breaks or any point of time of the day.

It does not feel right.

It feels awkward in fact.

When luck is totally against me, sometimes I may not even get to see them or their shadow for one whole day. Which I think is very very unfortunate.

The people whom I am emotionally attached to seem so distant. Lol.
Although yes. We are in the same school. But heck. We are of different classes.

This means if I have anything to share, it will be difficult to communicate and bring it across to them. Cos there will be a limited amount of time that we are seeing each other. Which is very depressing to even think about it. Ha. Ha.


I guess you should know who you are when I mention "close friends".
See how worthy and valuable you are to me. Ha. Ha.


I believe it is so essential to have very good friends around you in a JC. Cos most of the time you will most definitely need a helping hand to pick you up to your feet back again when you fall. And they are so so important as the motivation and support mostly comes from these people. In order for you to keep holding on and remain strong.
Especially in a stressful and demanding hell known otherwise as a Junior College.



Funny how life has change tremendously.



Secondary school...

Good friends are constantly around me. At times I get bored seeing too much of them.

JC...

I long for the presence of those creatures whom I call 'close friends' , every single second.



Ironic huh?





Okay.
I shall repeat this for the last time.

It was just a random thought.
I am not sad. Okay. Slightly. A little teeny weeny bit only.
But not devastatingly heartbroken.


2007.
4F!

2008. (Which means now!)
0825!


Yup. I love my classmates. And I shall love everything that comes to me. I shall not take things for granted anymore.







Wah Kao. This entry is super hyperly random.

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6:15 AM

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