Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Sleep do wonders.



It does perfectly.
Yeah. Look at my previous post. I was feeling super wuper stressed at around 6 just now.
Helplessness and hopelessness were the two poisonous emotions.


6pm+





I jumped onto my bed trying to comfort myself that everything will be alright. Though, most of the time I was suffocating myself on the pillow and banging my head on it. It was a safe attempt to vanquish your anger on a pillow because it was most definitely harmless and so soft and bouncy. In fact, it helped me to release my burning tension reeking in me.
Pessimism engulfed my entire body to its worst state ever.

Then I could not take it anymore.
I seriously needed someone to talk to.


I called my good friend and started sharing what I felt. Maybe it shocked him a little that I sounded like I was going to die anytime soon. I apologized for that.



Thanks brother for your listening ear and time. Really appreciate it.
Thats just what I needed that moment. Someone to hear me out.



After the call, my eyes were feeling exhausted.
My eyelids were gradually closing in on me. My eyeballs were practically swinging lazily, swerving from left to right of my vision.
Which at last.

Curtains closed.



9pm





I woke up. Then saw a friend's message. It was very comforting and nice of you. Thank you very much for your concern. I turned to my phone and scanned through my song list.

I listened to Avril's " Keep Holding On". It lifted my spirits somehow as the meaning of the song was exactly what I should rightfully hear when I'm feeling down.

An excerpt of the lyrics,

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I should not give up now. Its way too early to surrender. Listen to what my friends say and everything shall be fine.
I pray hard for it to be good.


Stress no more!



p/s: I was so tensed up because of my studies. MYE all that. Not able to do like 80% of the whole paper just ruined my hope. But I feel much better now.

Labels: stress

7:16 AM

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