Monday, June 23, 2008

I just want to type a lot a lot in this post.


And hence this entry shall be extremely random.



Firstly, my brother is growing a lot more than me. That is unfair. His height is overtaking me sooner or later.

I remember back in Secondary Three I was only like 162cm.

And now he is like at least 165cm.

no. I do not want to look shorter than my brother. Embarrassing shit.

I don't know why. But I tried to drink loads of Milk. I did. Still, there wasn't any significant effects eh? Ahh.

I felt so cheated.

I still recall back in Primary Five, we usually have this buddy system with the Primary One kids. You know bloody hell I was the same height as the Primary One boy.


Tell me will not sad meh?


Worst still, I remembered vividly that the boy's parents approached us and asked whether I was his friend and was in the same class. I mean its perfectly right that we were friends but same class?

=.=

I was Primary Five la dey!

Paiseh to the max.


Then when I started to have my puberty in Secondary One, I was super happy because my height suddenly skyrocketed. I was quite tall among some of my classmates.

Unfortunately, the following year, it seemed that all the guys grew even more than me. I was no more feeling tall at all.
All the way till now, I am still considered quite short.

Quite.

I am the shortest in my class.


With a height of 168cm!


Actually I am alright with my height. I have no problem with it.
But I think short or relatively short people won't be so appealing to girls leh.

I mean come on!

Lets face the facts.

All girls will definitely look at the guys height at first sight. Which they will then proceed to looking at the looks and build.

Sad.

Somemore, I am skinny. And well, I shall not mention about looks.

I already short. Girls also won't take notice. This isn't exactly about girls la. Just a random thought after reading a blogger's latest entry.


Anyway, I should tell you this.

I have finally touched 50kg!

Damn happy.

I was never fleshy as I frequently call it.

Back in my secondary school days, I'm always around 45-47kg.
It was at that similar range. Damn sian.

Somehow, I guessed being stuck in a JC with stressful life hounding most of my days, I will surely gorge down a lot of food to release those bad tensions. And of course my favourite.
When I'm stress, confirm I will sleep alot.

Sleep even more zai than a pig I tell you.

But still never grow fat so much. ):

Back to topic, being QUITE short now is not bad. I have an excuse also!


I was born on 22 December 1991!


Late what. So I take slower time to grow loh.


Damn lame excuse. But everyone seem to fall for it.
Its quite reasonable what right?

I am quite happy when I did the regular yearly check up on my height and weight.

Last year I was 167cm.

Now I am 168cm!

Grow 1 cm sia!

I still intend to grow taller. Minimum 170cm.
Cos I always compare to Tank. The Zhuan Shu Tian Shi guy.

He's only 171cm!

So if I can reach 170cm. It will be good!









Second topic, I think I am rather sentimental. Oh man. This is bad. Well, in some cases it is bad but most of the time its good.


I really treasure friendships alot.


Alot.


Up to the point, I do not mind jumping off a building for friends.
Okay. Thats just ridiculous. But yeah, I will. I think...

*slaps forehead


It gets painful at times. Cos I know very well the fact that I'm treasuring it so much that I neglect all the things around me.

Trust me. It hurts to see myself not doing well in anything.

The good point is that,

I will try as much as I can to talk to friends even if it means sending a simple sms. Or a 'HI' on Messenger. Thats a plus point that I see myself having.

All I can say is I like establishing good relations with people.

More often than not, it is easy to do it.
As for some anomalies, it gets pretty difficult as it interferes with my favour and likes.

At times, people mistook me as being over friendly. RARE. But it does happen sometimes.

My social circle practically make up the whole personality museum. All the personalities that you can possibly think of and come across.

Nerds. Lesbians. Gays. Happy girls. Emo girls. Happy guys. Emo guys. Sensitive humans. Aggressive beings. Heartless homo sapiens. Bitches. Anti-socials. Sunshine boys and girls.
Popular kids.

Yeah. I mix around with them. Cos I do not really care who they are as long as they are nice and tolerable.

I do think I mix with a fair number of both sexes. Yeah. Such a fair amount that people starts to think on the extreme.



Befriend with so many girls...

Flirt.

Befriend with so many guys and some more so close...

Gay.



0.0

Lets face it.

Life's like that.


Anyway, the people whom I am closer to are usually those who are of the same thinking and maturity as me. Most of the time, they are the people whom I have the chemistry with.


Covalent bond
Sharing the same interest.

Ionic bond.
The willingness to accept your friends liking and dislikes.


Chemistry!
Damn it.

But the bad thing about being someone who treasure friendships too much is that...

I don't know but it might be a little annoying to people.

I guess?

Maybe I am a paranoid because I always think millions of times before I commit myself to anything.

Like...


Oh shit. What if I sms too much that my friend find me irritating?

Toot. I think I talk excessively to her. Now I think she officially labeled me as a pest.



You know. These type of paranoia which most of the time seemed redundant and definitely unnecessary.
But I can't help it yaw!


Socializing too much can be a killer.
So moderate socializing shall be the medicine.


I shall stop my pointless speech for now.

=D

*************


Maths was manageable. Though I still think I may (not will) fail. Completed 29 marks out of 50marks of the paper. But obviously, I can't be so lucky that all the calculations that I did are all perfect and correct.

Nevertheless, I hope I will pass.

No paper tomorrow. What a delight. That spells S-L-E-E-P.
Overdosage of sleep. Okay. Cannot. Must study Chemistry abit.

My hope to pass Chemistry is so faint that it seems hopeless to even hope.
That is how bad it is.

Heck. I will still hope.


Nights.

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