Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I've become less tolerant towards people who simply do not blend with me.
Yeah. I don't care.
Nevertheless, I will still be nice to them. I have no choice unless they choose to publicly exhibit their loathe to me. Then obviously I have to reciprocate. They treat me badly. I treat them the same way. Isn't it karma? Deliberate karma. And it is only fair to give back equally.

Sure enough I should never create enemies on purpose.
However, it is inevitable to avoid conflicts especially when the other party do not know one yet. What is being judged is only the surface which is barely recognizable to the naked eye. The inner self is not yet exposed. Hence, the quick perception towards one.

This is interesting. Lets just see how it goes.

On a lighter note, I am starting to feel more belonged with friends. As in, I still gallivant around the school alone but I am not so alienated anymore. Cos I have accepted the fact that things have changed. And theres nothing I can do except adapting to it. It isn't so bad.

Slight digression,
Initially, I never felt like a sore loser in ChungCheng.
Apparently, when I step foot into NYJC, its way different.
I feel like a total slacker that everyone despise.
It sucks.


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Japan trip is coming in 10 days.


10 freaking days!


The only thing that I am bloody looking forward to is visiting


Universal Studio Japan!





Gayshit.

I want to hibernate until next Saturday.
Wake me up on 31st May alright?
Okay. Good nights.

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7:26 AM

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