Monday, April 07, 2008

I do not understand what teachers think about students.

For now, I seem to have a problem with certain teachers in school. I shall not mention who, as it is only rightful not to speak out.

First and foremost, I am not a rebellious kid.
Okay. I admit, maybe a teeny weeny bit.
( Your speech implied I am one )
If he seriously think I am one, then what word can he possibly describe the students in my previous school?
Devils?

Compared to many more, I can be considered as one of those few who does not create trouble unnecessarily. I dare say that I'm nice and decent.
Yes, I surrender that it was my fault to be mumbling something in my mouth. Partly, due to his vivid facial expression that made me do it. His look showed as if I am so stupid and hopeless since most unfortunately I was not able to answer his question.

I apologize because I am so bad in putting my thoughts into words that it just did not seem too precise and accurate for you.

Both of us were frustrated. I clearly realized that.

The thing that I was freaking bloody unhappy was that you said that I was influencing others to somehow make you look bad and unreasonable.

Bloody hell no.

The rest of my classmates have already fixed that opinion of you billion years ago. So there was no need to sway their thoughts anymore cos I would simply be wasting my precious breath and energy which I can save it for something much more deserving.
For example, choosing to ignore you?

This is getting ridiculous.

Frankly speaking from the bottom of my broken heart which was hammered into 364247891264 pieces with such an understatement being shot at me mercilessly, I do not appreciate receiving that title.

The one who's lagging behind.
The one who's influencing others.
The one who do not grasp his O level syllabus well but god knows how he manage to enter NYJC.
The one who may repeat another year just to brush up his content and concepts again.

I frigging hate that.

Want to know whats attitude and rebellion?

This is it.



I am not directing this picture to anyone.

Please do not sue me. This is my diary.
Freedom of speech baby!
So I better not expect a hoo-haa out of this entry.
Cheers!


p/s: I know I am in the wrong too. If you were to be in my shoes, you will understand why I am feeling this way.

7:12 AM

NAZREEN. updated!