Monday, March 24, 2008

I think this is so stylo mylo. Lol. BHB.

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I'm going nuts these days. Oh. I am dead serious.
I do not know what the hell is happening to me.

Heinous mood swings.
Only girls have that Naz.

Feeling anti-social more often than not.
Why your friends aren't good enough for you?

Getting infuriated over myself.
Ya. Everyone is not perfect. Accept it!


Let's face it. This is only normal since I have not been feeling this way not in any time I could remember. So, I stand willingly to get over with it. Or perhaps the sneaky stress has decided to nudge my head only now. With that, I shall conclude that I am not going anywhere near mental breakdown but rather simply; stress.


Anyhow, I was close to fainting today. I only had a very light breakfast at 10am. I could only ate a couple of mouthfuls of the noodles I bought. Cos I was so bored of the usual repetitive menu of dishes offered.

Alert: I am going to whine.

Spare me the discrimination. Even guys can complain. When certain things gets unbearable, it is rightful to explode it out.

I am overly and extremely and immensely and whatever-ly sick with the food over at Nanyang. Its only a few months and sadly I am loathing it to the extent that I would not even want to think of it. Much less smell it!
Die lo.


I officially declare that I hate the food in my school up to the point that I would never want to smell/think/see/hear/go anywhere near it.


What possibly can I do right? Hence, I just have to live with it. No.
Only for another two years provided I do not get retain.

Lets get back to where I was saying.
So, after that, I had lessons all the way up till 5:30pm. I would be sinning myself if I do not admit that there was a break. A decent 30 minutes break. But did not eat since I bump into the ML mates at the study tables.

Skip all the boring stuffs.

Was late for Judo and natural instincts I would rush over.
-redundant info-
Basically, by the time I fought 5 matches. I was dead beat. Half dead in fact. Then to end the whole practice, the coach in total asked us to do some push ups and sit ups.
Not complaining here. I was very much delighted doing more.

Most unfortunately, I got really dizzy after that and felt like there's something climbing up my throat.
I quickly sat to cool down . Felt shitty as people might assume that I was too weak.
Yeah. Maybe I am. =/

Serve me right for not eating.

Lesson Learned :Do not go for Judo with an empty stomach.

It implies similarly to any physically demanding activities. (:

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