Tuesday, September 18, 2007

WHY WHY WHY?!!!


I need to rant now. A lot. How should I start.
I feel like punching someone now. Okay...
Breathe in. Breathe out.

FUCK CASE LAH.


A teacher from the Victoria Junior College called me out of the blue. I was extremely shocked. Like who doesn't. So anyway, before that I was deep in my sleep. Voice kinda croaky.

He called me regarding the DSA audition. Ironic. Its been so long since I kena rejected by them.

First, they gave me a form stating that there were limited places and that they were sorry for not having me whatnot. And they were most happy if I were to join regardless of PAE DSA or JAE.

I mean. Oh well. Obviously, it was hard to get a place in VJC. And the possibility of getting in was like 1 is to 50! i decided not to brood over something which was already over. In fact, I was crestfallen after knowing the result. But what the hell right.

Second, they sent me an email stating that they did not offer me a place. Well, I knew that like long ago hence didn't care much.

BUT! Now, he called me asking me whether I would like to confirm a place in VJC.

WHAT THE FUCK-NESS!!!

Most unfortunately, I told the guy that I had accepted the offer given by NYJC. BAH! His tone literally fell. As in he was paiseh to call someone who already own a confirm place in a JC. Not as if he was disappointed that I can't get into VJC band. So BHB. lol

*banging head against bolster

Why did he have to call me so late? The DSA period was long over and now at the midst of feeling the heat of the O levels, they had to call me. WHY WHY WHY!
Why must this happen to me? LOL. Sounds so emo.

Whatever the case is. There is a need for self-consolation.
(sub-conscious mind starts to blabber)

1# Aiyah. The JC so far. At East Coast leh. Everyday take two buses can die one loh. Will affect your result leh!

2# HAHAH! OI! Look at yourself in the mirror first lah. How many points did you get for Mid-years? So easy get into VJC loh for you. You just need to SQUARE ROOT your L1R5. XD

3# If you do get into VJC, you will retain. That school is for deserving students with brilliance and intelligence beyond words. You will get BOO-ed! ):


Lalalalalala... I better put my mind at ease now. Study first lah can...
Your future now is too blur to tell. Get good results then talk later. Tsktsk.
Hah.

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6:04 AM

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