Sunday, June 17, 2007

I've been busy lately with some stuffs. And I have to apologize first and foremost as I would not be posting any pictures cos I sort of lost touch with my camera phone. Hee.
Okay. Shall get you guys updated.

I went for ACJC tune-in with Matthew. Took the long boring MRT ride to Bueno Vista. Saw lots of TKGS girls. Yada-Yada.

Firstly, the ACJC band members were of course fine.
Intelligent, happy, crazy, nice and hardworking people. What more could I say.
Just what I hope to emulate.

Anyway, the thing that I really want to touch on was that the Tune-in just made me realized that in order to achieve something you want. Naturally you have to put in a lot of effort and be consistently hardworking. Nothing comes to you automatically. You have to get in yourself.



Excerpt from Dr Lee speech,

"We are not good, We just work really really hard."



For a bit of information. He is the conductor for ACJC concert band and some other institutions. Mostly the ACS schools.
That line blew me away. It made me realize perfectly that I have not been working hard enough. (in fact, not even trying)
Thus, not producing results academically.
I regretted so much.
Even so,

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS

So I shall see how I can possibly change for the better. And importantly how long will it last.

Oh and yes. Tomorrow is my DSA audition. VJC. AHA. I know. I still have the cheek to apply after knowing how bad I am in academics.
Well, wish me luck. I hope it will turn out better than expected.

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To that someone:
(don't get touchy reading this peeps (: )

I finally see through you. You are not what you appear to be. You are indeed malicious. Your actions are fake. And I think you pose a lot. Plastic. You pretend to be someone that isn't you. Obviously, it turn out great to people. Not me. I shall never fall for that dirty stupid tricks. It is kinda dumb to have a friend doing that.

If you are reading this, please change. Don't even ask about this because I do not intend to have you interrogating me again. I am tired to handle all your nonsense.
I hope you understand. I have a circle of friends and not one behaves like you. Never have I seen a person like you. Such a first. You are definitely a rare species.

I cannot afford and continue to adapt to you. It is so exhausting. And you may indirectly be a distraction in my life.
I am sorry to say all those stuffs. Too difficult to let it rest in me. Don't ask.



CHEERS!

Labels: Wake up call

5:05 AM

NAZREEN. updated!