Thursday, May 31, 2012
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Sunday, August 28, 2011
And so we're left with one more day to fast!
After that, its
HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
I'm very excited to visit my relatives and go around from houses to houses eating really good food. No, actually the only thing that I'm genuinely excited for is to eat. Just eating alone. Yeah.
I have to be honest this time. I haven't been a very good Muslim this year. Or was it every year? Well, that's not the point. The thing about me this year is that, I didn't have much control over my temptations to certain things. My faith was not the strongest this time. It seemed that I found myself giving in to desires very easily which meant breaking my fast on some days. That sucked bad cos on some(4) days I broke my fast at the time of day when its just a few more hours to go to the actual breaking fast. Damn wasted.
Okay, tomorrow blog again. Haha. The blogging feeling is back man. Wow.
Labels: fasting
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Saturday, August 27, 2011
I've decided to blog again since I have so much free time nowadays. Being in SAF band has its advantages and hence I should definitely make use of it wisely.
I doubt anyone will read this space cos its been dead for way too long. And i'm very glad honestly. The few upcoming posts will be very serious. I've been thinking about my future and more importantly about life ever since I got my A level results and being enlisted into the army. With that, I am going to pour out all my
deepest heartfelt emotions into this personal space for my own good.
Anyway, Blogger is still very much the same from the last time I used it! hehe.
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I guess this time its for real now.
I'm really left alone. My primary pillar of support has gone away. I have to stand strong on my own two feet. As much as I do not want things to be ugly, I presume it did. Uglier than I thought. Its very regretful and too valuable to let go. But no matter I have to move on.
Yes, I am deeply sad. But what can I possibly do. I've tried every single way to make things better. It still takes two hands to clap. One is not enough.
Ever since we fell out, I've always wished that we can be friends again.
I finally understand how fragile Friendship is.
Even breakable than a mirror glass.
God, hold me tight. I don't wanna fall out from your embrace.
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Friday, June 26, 2009
What the F***~!
Am I pro or what?
I haven't been in touch with Blogger close to a year. Anyone can beat that?
No, actually I was in a coma in the hospital and I just woke up from my hibernation yesterday.
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Yeah and that explains my long term disappearance. This place is so dead and empty that I contemplate whether to post anything here again.
School is going to open real soon. All the while I had been praying for an extended holiday but it didn't seem to be materilizing leh. Shit man. I even plan to pace myself in my revision for Maths. Seems to me that I have to cramp everything to just the remaining two days of the weekends.
Hallelujah!
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Friday, October 24, 2008
Hello!
For now, I can't blog cos my internet connection at home is kinda screw up. So I don't think I'll be blogging for a few days.
Anyway, these few days its all about PW. The PW frenzy. Dang.
But its okay. Its all going to be over soon.
Okay. I have nothing much to say for now. Using Farhan lappy now and currently at Minghuat's house. Waiting for band to start...
Farhan's laptop has this cool photo thing, I'm not sure what its called but there its fun to play with. Okay. Now lets enjoy the lame pictures that I've taken.
Ciaos!
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
All of a sudden, I think of my worrying promotion status.
Okay, this is kinda slow but I can't help it anymore. I need to rant it out from my chest before it starts to eat my sanity.
So you see. I am actually fine with retaining. Its not always bad thing right.
You have an extra year to brush up everything and perhaps getting As and Bs in tests and examinations may be easier after all.
But my primary concern is that I will be left alone in J1 when my friends are already promoted.
I hate the feeling of being left alone in the shelf. Its like we have no more in common. All the things that we want to do kind of disappear.
Seriously, and starting life in a new environment and getting to know new mates is tiring you know. Especially when I am not good in opening myself up to strangers.
I am basically saying the possible outcomes that may await one. Well, of course I do want to get promoted as much as I pray hard for.
Slowly, I got to know that many of my friends made it to J2. I am very happy for them too.
I am so insecure.
Normal feeling I guess?
I shall talk to my teacher whether there is a chance of me getting promoted.
Just to clear the insecurities that had been lingering in my mind for the past few days.
And its time to get rid of it once and for all.
I will work hundred times harder next year if I really get promoted!
I must and I will!
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Went back to Chung Cheng and its been months since I step foot there. I miss the band and my juniors so much.
I got to see my Vintage once again. So happy.
The super round and solid tone. I miss that. And the luxury of having an extra Eb key.
I wish I had one in Nanyang.
A few days back, I attended the NAFA concert. Met up with the Xinmin people. I know its kinda weird to be mixing a lot with XMS students. I too wonder how I can end up being friends with them. Must be Kenny.
Anyway, it was pretty entertaining I must say. However, I thought the band was slightly off form on that day. Heck, the Movement for Rosa made my hair stood.
One whole row occupied by NYJCians.
Eunice! One of my favourite seniors. Haha. Here comes favouritism...
Clement performed on that day. Haha. And he sang!
Okay. I want to watch AVP 2. WOHOO.
Violence! Action packed once again!
Best!
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